FaLliN' AnGeL

2009-11-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

2009-08-20T16:08:00.002+08:00

firstly,
i wanna thank this woman that walked pass me on my way home today:D
reason: she made me feel lucky with her ' today is your lucky day ' shirt.LOL

secondly,
English o level oral is finally over !!!
having a super hard time calming myself down an hour and half before.
and i went out the the examination room with all the important facts that i thought of saying, but didn't. just cause my thoughts were all mixed up.well but it's over!!!
all the best for the rest of the candidates for their following day oral:D

thirdly,
mal said that our school lizards are well fed.
cause we saw a super huge size one in class.
probably today's one fed most of the dead bees in the parade square
(me and renee found out there were alot more missing bees from yesterday.
then started imagining at night, the whole family of the lizards probably from the entire singapore gather at the parade square at night to feed on the bees.freaky)
i'd tried liking them, but they just never fail to freak me out.

fourthly,
happy birthday big brother!(though it was over but still happy birthday!)
happy birthday to yu ling in advance:D

fifthly,
i'm very sorry jia hui that me and zara caused you to be late...

sixthly,
here's some tips i found on net to be smarter:
1.Scientific research has shown that juggling increases the communication to the left and right sides of your brain.

It makes you smarter.

THis has been proven to be so effective that you can actually get grants to go in to schools and teach juggling, because it makes kids test scores rise.

2."Every Day in every way I am getting better and better"

A scientist in the 1800's did an experiment and found amazing results.

More recently researchers have followed up, and confirmed that this does indeed make practicing subjects smarter and happier.

mistrust sparks off with lies

2009-07-11T19:30:00.002+08:00

found this on web:D

before you speak,listen.
before you write, think.
before you invest, investigate.
before you criticize, wait.
before you pray, forgive.
before you quit, try.
before you retire, save.
before you die, give.
-willian arthur ward

sometimes leos are kindof hard to handle.

2009-07-10T18:28:00.003+08:00

150% going against MAPLE STORY or MAPLE STORY2 or PRIVATE SERVER of maple.
(just anything related to maple will be a big no no now)

HELPLESS

2009-07-04T20:10:00.004+08:00

The image of getting my prelim results is starting to freak me out.
The image of getting my o level results next is starting to freak me out even more.
And, the image of graduating freaks me out even more than anything.
Right now, i'm racing against time, and i seem to have lag behind.
sometimes i come to think of my meaning of life
And i ponder, what do i really want in life?
to be successful?
to earn more money?
to travel around the world?
or to just live normally with my family, friends and have an enjoyble life?
and the answer is, i want them all.
greedy huh?

for now , i'm just studying aimlessly, like seriously.

Then, i started wondering if i'm significant to this world at all.
and my answer?
i don't know.

I recommend you take care of the minutes and the hours will take care of themselves.
-Earl of Chesterfield

but what if i can't even take care of minutes?will the seconds give in too?

have you ever wanna cry out loud for no reason at all?
if you have, so have i...

2009-06-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

found this online

Each Moment is a Gift

Life is a collection of moments.

They are all important.

They all count.

After we live them, each of these moments is gone forever.

Guilt is nothing more than wasting today’s precious moments on something that can’t be changed from the past.

Worry is nothing more than wasting today’s precious moments on something that may or may not happen in the future.

Today is all we have.

We need to live all of today’s moments.

Today is a gift.

That’s why it’s called "the present."

2009-06-29T19:49:00.002+08:00

OBS outing was fun, fun ,fun!
fun with the playing of helium when all of our voice turn alienish and grace made that sqeeky laugh.
fun with the taking of photos outside taka with the 'cosplayers' and doing jump shots in the middle of fareast plaza.
drag me to hell was super hillarious
and happy birthday to grace!:D

GREAT NEWS:i've officially gain back my unlimited sms:D whoohoo!

my day was lit up on the appearance of 'long-lost'(a week for me turns out to be a decade or something)friends:D ,the cute auntie at our block and of course miss chua as well.haha.

my christmas tree isn't standing anymore.soo...i'm gonna get a 2m tall one this year if able:D *excited*

quote of the day:
Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends. -- Cindy Lew

2009-06-26T18:25:00.003+08:00

it's time to cherish what you have.
you have a choice to lose or gain,
to cry or laugh,
to stop or to continue,
to help or to ignore,
to be evil or to be kind,
to be appreciative or to be complacent,
to grab hold of what you have or to let it go

whatever you did or do, please choose the right one.
it's not easy to gain, so why let go?
why is it so hard to say sorry?
is it the pride within?
if it's really so, then stop caring bout pride.
what can pride give you?happiness?friendship?
well i doubt so.

there's no such thing as too late.
it's just whether you do it or not.
well what's stoping you?

if my smile is strong enough to light up the world,
i would smile everyday.
it's heartbreaking to see the burns and the tears.
you have the power to fix it, fix it then

there's a saying 'once a friend,always a friend'
no matter how hard one hate, one will still love.

inspirations from abi's post.

there's a sudden fear of losing a friend recently.
And the dissensions seen have really exhaust me out.
just remember,
friends are there for you to lean on
not for you to fight with yeah?
tada!

2009-06-26T17:43:00.003+08:00

BREAKING NEWS:

1.King of POP,Michael Jackson died this morning(singapore time) from a heart attack.
so sorry, esp to the fans of his.

2.ferah fawcett, the charles angle actress died of cancer today

3.evan's dog died today(news from mal)

people are dying...so are animals.

4.obama was criticise by one of the iran guy for following the steps of George.
Certian people in the white house say that he's timid.(like wth)
And italian magazine compare him with the Italian Prime minister and said that
obama is positively monkish.MONKISH!!(hello if he's monkish he wouldn't have a wife
and kids!not like it's so great for a president to have an affair)
well,It's certianly hard to be a US president.
Sometimes i just couldn't understand the reasons behind those critism.
If you can do so well, why not you go do it right?
give helpful advice instead of critising please.
It's not like presidents don't have feeling.

5.Singapore is building a DUELLING COASTER at sentosa!!
not those mini train type but a REAL ROLLER COASTER!!!
how cool is that?!

6.I'm gonna renew my plan this sunday!!MUAHAHAH!unlimited smses here i come again!!

7.going for OBS outing tmr:D WHOOOHOOO!!

8.was browsing through the photos in my phone and i can't help but laugh at all the retarded photos in it.i can't wait to go back school again!:D

2009-06-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

if you see a person with a bag unzipped will you tell the person or let him/her walked with his/her unzipped bag throughout his/her journey?

i was stopped by this lady on the way home.
'girl, you didn't zip your bag!'
gosh!i thought i zipped it?this is not the first time.
normally yel will be the one who spots it.haha.i really think i've got a serious
problem with zipping my bag.

And seriously.There seem to be some problem with me.I think i'm going hay wire.

this is how abi describe:
First, you drop your food(roti john 3 times in a role)
Second, you spill the soup from the spoon
Then you drop yourself(i couldn't get up from chair properly and fell backwards back onto the chair)

next problem, i can't seem to get the food into my mouth properly.
like what xf always say : i got a extra hole in my mouth -__-
i've never suceed in eating food without messing it up a single bid.

well apart from my problem i feel happy for surrendering all my coins to the flag day guy from mercy relief:D
I DID A GOOD DEED!!!:D

i'm having a hard time surviving with 500 free sms only.
i've kindof exceed my limit,so if any of you send me message and i don't reply.i'm sorry.call me instead if urgent yeah?:D if any notice just sent and i'll check my phone 18/7 so your message will definitely get across to me :D

i'm sorry to those victims of my spammings esp mal.now i'm getting back my karma and shan is laughing at me.well...calling is better right?:P when you can call and hear the voice of your ______(fill in the blanks), isn't it more wonderful that smsing?:P

anyway replying xinying's message:
3 things i won't forget abt you:
1.your unique,make-people-laugh,high freq....(fill in the dots) laughter :S
2.your height
3.YOU!:)

one thing you thought when i first get to know you:
wow, this girl seems scary and fierce...
(haha seriously i was _____ by your height)

name i wanna call you:
hmmmm...xinying?(i know you don't like nick name,and i'm out of brain juice to think of any better names to call you.haha.original is the best!)

i save your name in my phone as:
xin ying (with smiley face)

the word/s that best describe you:
you're KOH KAI XIN'S FRIEND!!

i wanna be your:
friend that you can reply on
friend that can help you achieve what you can abilities

what do i like in you:
your retardedness.haha.

what i wanna change in you:
stay focus and stretch your potential cause we all know that you
can achieve your goal if you are willing to.so let's work hard together ok?!:D

next replying abi:

3 things i won't forget abt you:
1.your smile (you never fail to bring me up when i'm down)
2.your care for me
3.YOU!:)

one thing you thought when i first get to know you:
can't really remember.but i remember having fun with you as sitting partners for years.(playing back history of lower sec)

name i wanna call you:
babooooooooooooon

you save my name in your phone as:
Abi -Rocks To The Core (you name it yourself -__-)

the word/s that best describe you:
smiley smiley and more smilies:D

i wanna be your:
friend that you can trust,rely and cry and laugh about anything together!:)

what do i like in you:
you never gave up on me, you shower me with all your love:D

what i wanna change in you:
S.E, make you smile brighter with more C!:D

THE MURDERER

2009-06-16T18:27:00.002+08:00

remember me telling you bout the lizard traps that my father helped me to implant them on the wall?(one of it was placed by me.venue:toilet wall)
yeah it worked.but i'm don't feel a single bit happy.this is the tragic story of the victims:

little lizard was playing outdoor(outside the dark places to the toilet),while he was playing,he found a mysterious little hole made of cardboard.

'hmmmm...i seems like fun(thought was playground)'

then he try to fit himself into that cardboard,4 limbs on the wall,head down,tummy touching the cold tiles,just like how NS men do during their training.

he managed to fit in,was happy when found himself paralised.

he was stucked.

terrified

cried for mummy

then mummy/daddy came to find its child stuck in the trap that the cruel person(me) set.

'don't worry, mummy/daddy will get you out of this.hang in there!'

tried to reach for child .

(head stuck)

struggling with all its might but failed.

D.E.A.T.H is what they're left with...

Yes.Koh Kai Xin was charged guilty for murdering and destroying a loving family of LIZARDS!
'human have feelings so do animals' this phrase is not at all unfamiliar to me.
where's my science knowledge?
Lizards are ANIMALS!
Lizards do have FEELING!

to all lizards,
i koh kai xin swear that i will never set any trap to harm you ever again.i am extremely guilty and sorry for what i've done to your members of the Lizard Family.
i sincerely apologise.please forgive me for my sinful acts.
love,
kaixin

i hope they don't come back for vengeance.(crossed fingers)

i feel all the more sinful after watching '10 Promises To My Dog'(korean).
i hadn't been bothering bout my hamsters at home.claiming that it's not me who bought them.and making excuses like busy with studies, no time yada yada.
who was it who played with it all day when it was first bought(by my brothers)?
who was it who adore the little babies when they were born cause they were so adorable to resist?
and now who was it who can't seem to bother less about them when they grow old and no longer as cute as before?
it was all me.yes me.
then i wonder.why is it so easy to play the phone game 'my pet store' to take care of the pets ,to clean,to feed,to play with them, but not doing it in reality?
search me.

conclusion:
1.i'm gonna take care of the hamsters (at least feed and play with them once in a while no matter how busy i am -the fact that i had time to blog)
2.no more lizard trap(no matter how scared i am)

well, pet owners you should watch the movie '10 Promises To My Dog' at www.mysoju.com
you will be touched my it.cause i am.The fact that i teared non stop.

my father said that lizards camoflaged.HAHA!!!
Me n bro:no la that is chameleon!
pa :really they change colour to protect themself
me :that is chameleon
pa :like this cabinet right if they come near they will change to similar color
me :but the other time i see dark brown lizard on white tile
pa :those they stay to long in the dark alrdy then their color permanent
bro :but why just now the lizard while struggling turn red?the tile is white.
pa :speechless(but still insist on his stand)

ma comes home.
asked ma.
ma :that one is chameleon lah!
pa :really ah?(defeated :P)

LOL!!!

2009-06-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

It's been two weeks since 1 June which also means 1 and a half week more before returning to the same routine.
i don't know whether to feel happy or to feel sad.
sad - 1.i have to pull myself up early in the morning
2.no more slacking
3.i can't do my own revision
4.a step closer to heaven/hell(choose to your own liking)
happy - 1.i REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS ALOT ALOT ALOT!
(i have not seen yel,mal and shan for a whole week.feeling:HORRIBLE)
2.i miss sitting in class, with my table and chair
(though they've been swoped after spring cleaning)
3.i miss jesslyn and azri sitting beside me,yel behind me and whoever else
surrounding me
4.my L.O.L time has shorten.
(normally there's azri who laugh along or yel shaking behind.at home,well my
siblings or maid will do this :'YOU SIAO AH!')
5.i miss night studying-esp the sec 5s:shi wei, xin sheng,fhazrin etc...

ok maybe i should feel happy :D cause i have more reasons to feel happy than to feel sad.

went SGH with my grandma for her eye checkup.suddenly felt like i should love my grandparents more after what happen to my granpa(well,diabetes).my grandma saw her friends there .haha very cute.50 down the road,i'll be my turn for eye check up.
P.S: to all, pls care more for your body.

then went watch monster vs alien with my younger brother.the monsters won:D
he asked a very interesting question while waiting for the train on the platform
B:why didn't they swope the LRT name with the MRT one?
M:why?
B:cause MRT should stands for mini road train then LRT should stand for Large Road Train.

haha.
k end here.nights

2009-05-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

thursday was heaven,
you wouldn't believe what i've got,neither do i for that moment
I RECIEVED A REPLY LETTER FROM SANTA CLAUS!!!
yeah yeah tell me to wake up or shut those crap yadayada
but nothing can stop me from believing the existence of santa,
i believe in santa and i'm happy bout that:D

friday was partly hell,mostly heaven
was totally over the moon upon the great episode of ghost whisperer, the 'reunion' of melinda and 'jim':D super sweet and heart melting.
it's like finally waking up from your aweful nightmare when you had became total stranger from your love.
it's just sweet, sweet and sweet

and the picnic at botanic garden with sunshine is just so fun:D
climbing tree wuth yel and xin ying,muching foods,playing frisbee,playing twister(most entertaining game,eugene kua is officially a twister king and i'm sorry to those whom i've let you ended up in obscene position,esp azri.Sorreh!),chatting at burger king yadayada.
FUN!!!AWESOME!!!HILLARIOUS!!!
and i saw yellow balloons and not forgetting the adorable ang mohs:P

then at around midnight that's when hell came in
i walked into the kitchen to found out that i accidently kicked onto this scaly and soft thing.
"click!" quickly switched on light.
*eyes widen followed by mouth*
that scaly soft "thing" ( also found out to be brown after vision was lighted)
crawled or maybe ran across the kitchen and hid behind the fridge
you wouldn't believe what was that that touched my leg,i wouldn't as well
I TOUCHED A LIZARD!!!! A FREAKING LIZARD!!!!
too shocked to scream, only thing i can do after recovering is to run to my room, wiping my foot continuously will whatever is in sight.
then i cry for help upon my father's return to his sweet home and he accompanied me to the toilet so that i can soap my feet clean.
he said he'll get rid of whatever lizard 'nest' in hidden corner in my house today,
but he's not back from his kopi drinking till now -___-
but still i love him:D

it's so blessful(is there such word)to have a kid,esp when he's 1 year older by a bit,when he starts to walk and run and call you mama or papa and jumps and scream excitedly on almost everything that amused him.
it's tiring,but it's worthwhile to see your little baby smile:)
my baby cousin is just so adorable.

anyway happy birthday in advance to azri and andy:D
nights

2009-04-20T18:38:00.002+08:00

i felt so lost all of a sudden
reason:i don't have a fixed goal to strive hard for
i don't know what part of the society to be in when it starts waving
i don't know what talent i have to use on a suitable job(a job that i like)
i don't know if i would like/love who i am 5 years down the road
i don't know if i would cope with what i will soon become
i don't have a fixed/desired job in mind

would you be kind enough to name me jobs that you think i can work as?
please show me the exit to this dark woods and lead me to another entrance with an open field:)

i'm bored.seriously bored....
i'm lost.seriously lost...

2009-04-19T12:17:00.002+08:00

yesterday was totally awesome!!
we did flag day at orchard and it was tiring but fun!:D
most heart melting thing that i've heard
Me:thank you:)
person:thank you too for spending your afternoon doing this:)

how sweet can that be?
anyway i've decided next time whenever i see people doing flag day
i will and will definitely surrender all my coins:)

there's this guy who told me
"yeah yeah i've done it for the whole week already, no thanks"
in my mind i'm just wondering, is there a limit to helping people?
the answer should be no

there's this lady who proves it all
when she open a purse, there were lots of donation stickers pasted on her purse,
her branded purse,
she doesn't care if it the stickers will leave a mark on her beautiful purse,
she is just so proud and happy that she made a big difference,
even just by dropping a few coins in the silver tin which writes'flag day organisation'
she does not care bout how many times she has donated to different organisation,
cause of this very fact:there's no limit to helping

i met lots of different people just in that few hours
and i respect those who are just so willing to drop all their coins in the tin
and i'm disappointed to those who said that they don't live here, in singapore, so no. or that some singaporeans will just dodge away wearing that ' i have no time for you '
do you only help your own countrymen in need?
what about when you heard about a news on the recent tsunami at other places?
will you just wear an ignorant face and say'it's their own problem, let their own people fix the loss, we shan't bug in'
that's totally dissappointing...

for those whom i've rejected donating money for flag day,
if you happen to read this,i'm sincerely sorry.
if i happen to bump into the next time, i promise that i will pour out all my coins for you ok?:)

oh, and i ate burger king burger for the first time!!!
how cool is that?

and on the streets there was this super cool ' performance'
there were cops around posing ,so many people crowded around watching,
typical singaporeans (i'm one of them) went to poke their noses to see what's going on
then suddenly most of the crowd started grabbing the person in front with their hand with a gun position.
then their stoned for i think 5 mins(no idea how they can tahan so long with the same expression)
then another batch of police came
then the gunmen surrender,
and the victim squat
again for 5 mins
then the policemen arrests the gun man
and the victims gathered
and they all went to move to another location
those gunmen were just like random shoppers

i think this thing is to tell us that anyone can be a suspect and 'one min changes everything'-thier caption

it was super cool:D

then we hang around wisma(yel,mal,abi,xinying and i)
super fun:D

i ended my day with an embarassing ***L
my chin hurts...

2009-04-16T22:08:00.001+08:00

super cool!

2009-04-04T20:30:00.003+08:00

ok!i know my blog is dying.everytime i said i will keep it alive, i never did...
for having no time is probably just an excuse,ok,i admitt that i'm lazy to blog AND obviously i won't blame you if you think my blog is boring,it's not interesting,it's always the same post,it's dead, and i'm a slacker yada yada..
sorreh!

i've had hard time struggling to complete what i should study for MYE(to the extent that i actually went berserk and started screaming and shouting along with the song crazy by simple plan 'IS EVERYBODY GOING CRAZY?IS ANYBODY GONNA SAVE ME~~?!!...')
and now!!!i've officially gained back my autonomy!!!MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
bad news:the battle ain't over yet.
yeah yeah sorry to remind myself but we still have prelim AND o level.
GREAT!!WONDERFUL!!AWESOME!!

but i can't really bother anymore.i need some break.time as reward for my 'harship'.it's time to enjoy before the results is our and i'm going SHOPPING with my ma TMR!!!whooohooo!!!

japan is having sakura season now!!(mal told me yest)HOW COOL CAN THAT BE?!!
i'm officially one step closer to japan!!just wait there japan!i'm COMING!!!

there's just this sudden feeling- i miss everyone, everyone.
have you ever felt like you've been drifting further from someone?
yes that's what i'm feeling right now.i miss everyone like seriously.

even minutes after me abi and cui tian said goodbye i've started missing them already.
i miss my sec 1 and 2 friends.i feel that we're drifting apart(to the extent like we've never been in the same class before, like total strangers)
i hate the feeling of meeting a friend at some places probably every morning at the MRT station and not being recognised by own friends, or when there's always nothing to talk about(the only thing to talk about is school life, and nothing else it seems)
where are those times when we were 'fighting' to talk bout something interesting?
where are those times when we would laugh and share about almost anything?
it's fading so fast that i can barely see the connection in between.
yes we have one mouth and two ears so that we can talk less and listen more.
but without someone talking what's there to listen?
i felt as though some parts of my life isn't filled..but sometimes we all just can help.but i just wanna say that i miss you all and i'm really happy being your friend and still being:D let's meet up someday and have a good meal yeah?whooohoo!!

i've contracted the walking addiction.
it's so cool to walk in the morning to the mrt station with the strong wind blowing in your face.
say goodbye to the long wait of lrt
say goodbye to being late for school(my reason for being late is always due to the LRT,countless of problem and walking to mrt is so much more faster than taking lrt:D)
say goodbye to the sqeezing
say goodbye to the smelling of armpits
say goodbye to the extra spending of money
say goodbye to the typical aunties who's so kiasu

say hello to the beautiful morning
say hello to the wind
say hello to the your shadows under the streetlamps
say hello to the pigeons(don't ever think about adding crows)
say hello to the music
say hello to healthy life
say hello to yi qian and jessy(always see them on my way)
say hello to fresh air!!(exclude those irritating people who smokes while walking)
say hello to the start of the wonderful day!

walking is just so addictive:D

stars are nicer than diamonds

i've came across these cool and interesting quotes

ºBest Friends Listen to what you dont sayº
- **Samantha Norman**

"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!"
- Ali Nitka

"THERE ARE MANY TYPES OF SHIPS. THERE ARE WOODEN SHIPS ,PLASTIC SHIPS, AND METAL SHIPS. BUT THE BEST AND MOST IMPORTAINT TYPES OF SHIPS ARE FRIENDSHIPS."
- OLD IRISH QUOTE ( -ROBERT J. BADAR JR.)

"It is better to be in chains with friends , than to be in a garden with strangers."
-Persian Proverb -Shawn

"i'd found my way because of you,you're more than anything else"
- koh kaixin

to every single friend
thanks and thank you again:D

goodnight
Love,
kaixin

2008-12-31T16:04:00.002+08:00

my eye still seems to be in the christmas mood.(red red red)
it's been a week now.the knocking of little elfs at my window(eye) still did not stop...
when the window opens..i just felt like they punched me in the eye(or maybe eyeball),and chuckles 'merry christmas!' and then evily they repeat the whole process all over again...

on my way to the doctor,flashbacks of me putting in the 'one day acuvue' in my eyes a month ago starts forming in my head.
oh shit!!did i forgot to take it out?!!
damn!i was picturing the doctor shaking his head and giving me the oh-dear look and telling me that i need to go for an eye operation to take that lens out of my eye and giving me the who-the-hell-forgets-to-take-it-out-entirely look.
god!this must not be happening to me..i still want to continue seeing this wonderful world(maybe not that wonderful in my homeland..)but the word operation gives me creeps.

'it's an eye infection, apply this eye drop and after 3days if there's no sign of recovery come back and see me again'he smiles and assure that i'll be fine.

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now, the picture of me digging my head into piles of books and worksheets and enduring tiring lesson + A.E.P ,is super bothering me.
S.T.R.E.S.S.F.U.L
that's the exact word to describe my oncoming year and how all students who will be sitting for their exams feels.

i can't accept the fact that me,koh kai xin, is already a senior-senior in unity secondary school and am secondary 4(!!!) and will be taking GCE O LEVELS in a few more months!!![marilyn now reminds me that we're turning sec 4 next year and we'll both give each other that oh-no! sad look]

i can't accept the fact that it'll be my last year in unity secondary school which also mean seperating with my fellow schoolmates and dear friends.(the word seperation is super scary)
you may say that there's still a year to go.But,you yourself know how time really flies in a blink of an eye don't you?:(

i can't accept the fact that in few more years down the road, i will be stepping into society that is nickednamed as 'HELL' by some people.

But, for some reasons i wanna get over and done with my O's so that i can gain back my autonomy!!!then i can persue my dream which is still there patiently waiting for me,telling me 'come on!you're just a few steps away!'

maybe if i get to stop that stupid clock(worldwide) from ticking 24hours non-stop and to get to stop the globe for spinning, i would choose a perfect timing when 2009 students finishes all of their O level paper and just stop there.
so we won't be stressful about exams and also about going our own ways in a few months time.

i'll exchange my bacteria-ed eye for it!!

today's feeling: mixed
reason: cause i do not know whether i should happily welcome 2009(a brand new year that awaits -'heaven') or to be sad cause i'm soon going and one step closer to..H.E.L.L(where i may die studying too hard)

well anyway, HELLO 2009!!!

2008-12-25T21:12:00.003+08:00

it was tuesday night.
once again admiring her christmas tree lighting ...
smiling to herself
just by looking at it
she felt that there's everything to be happy about
just like when she gazed at those shining stars
it's christmas!!
the most wonderful season!
where the red man visits
and bring joy to everyone
gazing at the blinking coloured stars
she prayed hard that santa received her letter
and grants her lifetime wish
and bless herself and those love ones.
that's when she slowly slipped away from reality
with both hands held tight together
still...silently wishing her wish will come true..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2008-12-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

switched off the living room light
switched on my christmas lighting hanging on the tree
sat on the sofa
stared and admired it for the entire night

that was yesterday..
how nice can the christmas lighting be?

2008-12-05T12:08:00.002+08:00

rise and shine!!
hair in a mess..
she was trying to charge her phone with the spoiled charger.
she spend 15 mins, struggling to get her phone charged with that charger of hers, twisting, turning and forcing.
she cursed,she screamed, on the verge of pulling her hair out...
so she shouted help from mom
that superwoman came, tried,switched on the socket...
then the phone went on with the charging singnal...

what a wonderful day...(laughters filled the air)

moral of the story:
things to do after you get out of your bed:
1.please..brush your teeth and wash your face
2.make sure and confirm that you're awake enough before doing anything
3.(if washing your face does not work, do whatever tt's necessary)

what if you don't?:
possibilities are:
1.getting laughed at
2.you'd never know what'll happen to the hair of yours

it's 12.18.
are you awake yet?

2008-10-31T17:40:00.003+08:00

ON HALLOWEEN NIGHT,THE GREAT PUMPKIN WILL RISE FROM THE PUMPKIN PATCH,FLIES THROUGH THE AIR AND BRINGS TOYS TO ALL THE GOOD CHILDREN IN THE WORLD!!
- linus
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

my great pumpkin is officially rotting in my balcony...
no choice but to throw it away tonight as ants are starting
to attack and in no time the war is gonna start.. and the great
pumpkin will be defeated!!!!NOOOOOO!!!!!!

- the promises lies within us , meant to be kept, not to be broken -

anyway i would want to give all my regards to my dear friend s.m
YOU"LL BE FINE!!! GET WELL SOON!!!love ya!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ONCE MORE!!!!

2008-10-20T19:00:00.002+08:00

*coughing virus*

the blog song is just some random retro song.
i find that it kind of links with the skin- reason why i chose it

'the curious incident of the dog in the night-time' by mark hatton, really make
my head spin in some parts especially when he talk about complicated stuff bout
maths.

i have to admitt that it's a very special book written in a very special perspective of a person.just one thing- he hates the colour that i love.other than that it really make a good book!:D(i like it when he says he love stars)

try reading it's seriously nice!

2008-09-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

pulling through the unbearable heat...

2008-09-16T18:49:00.003+08:00

United States is facing financial crisis
This time it is worse than The Great Depression in 1930.
this financial crisis is going to affect US!!YES WE THE SINGAPOREANS!!
Money will soon become a problem.

Here another money issue.
(venue:indonesia,jakarta)
21 women and counting died because of $6
money is like the most horrible yet usful invention ever.
the black sunday is going to cause many go bankrupt and
many from rich to poor and from poor to poorer.
and in jakarta, 21 women actually died in a stempede.
it was at first a queue to get $6 each for the villagers from
this rich family.philantrophist should be the word.
probably some of them cut queue and what so ever or couldn't wait
any longer.or afraid that when it's their turn they will not be able to recieve
any money.
they are suppose to go one by one...but...
murderers:women
accomplice:$
victims:women

$6 dollar means alot to them.probably a $1 that you think it's ok to lose
will be important to them as well.

cherish your $, your parents $ and your love ones:)

2008-09-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MM LEE in advance!!!
you're really a great leader.inspite of your condition now you still continue
holding the "meeting" via video.I"M PROUD TO HAVE YOU AS A LEADER!!!
god bless you that you'll be fine.and your heart beat will regulate again:D
thanks for all the surgeons as well!!.you guys must have been carrying a
large responsibility.THANKS!!!

something that really moved me:

'I do not live in Serengoon Gardens.But for the past 5 years, i have been
living 50m from a circle Line constructive site, and have many foreigners
in my neighbourhood throughout the week.
Some are engineers, many more are construction workers.Sometimes,these men
taking a breather from their 24- hours work shifts during lunch and after
dinner, would lie down at the void decks to catch a nap.
Yes.it is not always a pretty sight to have 30 to 40 men sprawled on the
floor sleeping in your block, but i really have no heart to complain or
tell them off.
I know they are exhausted from working all night at the construction
site to get the Circle line ready, so that I - and everyone else- can enjoy
zipping into town in mere minutes.
These foreigne workers do not enjoy any fruit of their labour when they
leave singapore.The majority of them are well- mannered, decent chaps who
are just trying to eke out a living for themselves and their families.
I just pray that they remain safe while they are here and recieve fair wages
so that they can go home and build their dreams after they have helped us build
ours.
During a recent National Day Rehearsal, i bumped into one of these foreign workers
, who marvelled at the thrilling aerial displays.
He got very excited when i told him that we are celebrating our National Day, and that he would be able to see some spectacular fireworks later that night.
He promised that he would check them out while at work later.
As i walked away i was grateful that singapore could offer him a beautiful respite
in the course of a hard day work.'

Bernadette Low (ms)

2008-09-13T17:42:00.002+08:00

IT'S LANTERN FESTIVAL TMR!!!!!WHOOOHOOO!!!!

3 places that we should go to celebrate.

1.singapore river(heard that there's lots of beautiful lanterns litting up the
strethch of river:D
2.chinese garden (every year they'll hold an event over there with MORE beautiful
lanterns bigger and brighter!!!)
3.i don't recall what's the third

these are what i heard on the radio.haha!!!

MUST GO event:
FIRST NIGHT RACE!!!!
it's on the 28 sept

*clashes witih EYE.yearning to go.
but most probably i can't
*study study study study study*
so probably i will just watch it on tv or in you tube :(

NEWS!!

-Samak sundravej finally decided to step down!!!!
i read this short sentence he said 2 days ago i think.
reason why he insist on not stepping down cause he thinks that
those who quit is a loser -..- come on think about the people in
thailand.by stepping down i don't really think that he's a loser:)
i think he kind of help people more.
and to correct him.people who quits because he have to (for a good cause
and reason)is NOT a loser.

- barack obama leading

- fighting of Muslims rebels and Philliphine forces
really do not understand why people have to fight.
fighting really solve all the prob?thai issue is also
somehow the same.
*villages from Balong fleed 11km to nearest town and were
so afraid to go back to their village
furthermore they are fasting for ramadan.see how difficult their
live is.they're currently living in refugees camp and using water
supply from the river which is also where they relief themselves.

people seriously just stop fighting!!!STOP!!!
i mean how many people gets kill over these?teenage PREGANT lady got killed.
plus 3 children.that makes it 5.

thailand riot cause more than that to die and killed.

the world is getting into a huge turmoil day by day. *sigh*

- singapore causing malaysia projects to be affected by brain drain.

man... i hope this would not arouse to any riots... *choi!!*

-*interesting*
Bus stops goes missing in KL (in front off SME bank)
that's kind of funny.because it's in broadday light.
can you imagine a bus stop getting stolen? not one but many.
they have replaced over 150 plus plus of bus stops so far.
what's more is that instead of robbing a bank stealing bus stop
seems to be becoming a new 'trend'

HAHAAHAHAH!!!

2008-09-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

some mischievious son of hers made me damn pissed off tonight when i reached home.
this is what he do:
he came to my house, played with my hamsters.worse still, he mixed one of my hamster in a tank of father and mother with 4 lil babies!!!!
when that happen, they fight like nobody's business.and because of that BOY!!!those 4 babies were killed,one covered with blood, mouth breaked apart facing up.it was a damn tragic death.thanks to who? that kid!!

can't he just stop coming to my house and destroy my house stuff?
first he what? he came to my house and tore off my snoopy's nose, now what he come and mix my hamsters taking away lives and did not even mouth a word when he did it.

does he even know that this isn't his HOUSE.IT"S MY FAMILY"S HELLO!!!
so it mean that you do not touch thing like the way you touch you house stuff.
touch is alright but can you have a basic courteosy that you ask before touching?!!

spoiling some of our stuff is alright.but do you know that when you step in my house to kill lil lives is super super unacceptable?furthermore they are not normal hamster type.they are mixed breed.
now what? all of my hamsters have to be alone, living lonely in one container as they could not be mixed any longer or else a hell will break loose.

BAD NIGHT I HAD CURSING AND SWEARING THAT IF I EVER SEE HIM I AM GONNA....
stare at him.can't do anything.after all he is a BOY.
UUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! damn it!!

2008-08-29T18:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS" DAY IN ADVANCE!!!
pande had marked an unforgetable history today:)
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ONCE AGAIN

p.s:this isan newupdate

2008-05-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

WHY LIZARDS ARE THE MOST DISGUSTING CREATURE IN MY WORLD

1.THEY FREAK ME OUT
2.SOME ARE NOT AFRAID OF ME
3.SOME CHARGED AT ME!!!
4.THEY EAT CUTE INSECTS
5.THEY PEEP AT PEOPLE WHEN PEOPLE ARE DOING THEIR BUSINESS
6.THEY SHIT ON MY CLEAN WALLS
7.THEIR BODIES ARE SOFT
8.WHICH BECAMES DISGUSTING WHEN SQUASHED
9.THEY ARE COLD BLOODED
10.THEY ARE MYSTERIOUS
11.MOST OF ALL THEY ARE DISGUSTING

vengeance of them scaring a weak heart me
EVIL THINGS BEING DONE TO THEM BY ME:
1.Burn it with hot water till death
2.then followed by flushing it down the toilet bowl

THINGS THAT MIGHT HAPPEN AFTER ME DOING THAT
1.the whole 'nest' of them are gonna take vengeance on me for killing their family
member/s
2.the lizard might play dead and crawl out of the toilet bowl one day while i'm
doing my business!!!
3.if it is really dead, it might haunt me for such a horrid death that i brought to
it

APOLOGIES
sorry to all lizards that i'd harm
didn't mean it.
you know i was so frightened by you and you came charging at me
so yeah the best solution that time to save my life was to ...
yeah... i'm sorry

HOPES:
those things that might happen won't
and please do not appear in the toilet anymore
if you leave me alone i'll do the same:)
thanks!!

kaixin

2008-03-11T18:35:00.002+08:00

ok!!!MY BLOG IS OFFICIALLY ALIVE ON 11 MARCH 08!!!JUST ON TODAY..(may be date on other days ah, all depends on this lazy bum over here 's mood:P)

i'm in love with second serenade's songs lately:) his song is just simply awesome!!

i was late for today's maths remedial by 1hour and 15 mins.please say i'm a pro.*BHBing* lol.. but i didn't REALLY meant to be late la.overslept.haha
yesterday i was late for physics lesson by 45 mins.*clap.

i was woken up by my maid yesterday at 7 in the morning cause my hamster was in the kitchen(he escaped) then my maid was like so damn afraid to catch it.yeah so that was how i was woken up.THEN he went M.I.A... i spend damn long finding him and he ended up beneath the washing machine.(i was like bending to see if he was in there then this damn lizard appear in front of me!!i 'screamed' like nobody's business)i scolded him(it).you see he just got a lovable family and he just run out from the 'cage' like that?!what an irresponsible father.

THEN he went missing at night AGAIN!!this time he was found in another 'cage'( i think he wanted to go home then climb in the wrong one) and the two hamsters fought!!!!when we found them, they were already bleeding like hell.and the always go missing hamster now turns cripple.it was a damn horrible sight..u wouldn't want to see it.ok..probably you will.cause if it's me i will .MUahahahaah*evil laugh

i think they are both now suffering from serious trauma.*sigh

i find that hamsters are somehow like those ah bengs..see each other not happy then wanna pick up a fight.those close ones will help.then all fight.hopeless 'creatures'
only that hamasters don't smoke and walk in odd way la:P

i'm seriously going broke this week.
$25 -consetion ticket
$22 -night safari for class outing(so excited!!)
$15 -money that i will spend in east coast for class outing(so excited!!!)
$7 -pot luck for class outing (so excited!!!!)
--------
$69 dollars in total!!!

plus i need to eat everyday?!!
i'm fainting...

nevermind.learn from 'my quote of the month' --->like schools everyweek quote-.-

"when you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could give up, never give up then...for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn"
it's ok:] so what no money this week ? i might be a millionare few months later.lol.quite impossible..but nevermind:] keep myself entertained can already.ok..going abit off link.

ANYWAY A NEW PROJECTOR HAVE BEEN INSTALLED IN OUR CLASS !!! FINALLY!!!
haha and i finally got a new printer:] which means:I CAN PRINT MY GUITAR CHORDS!!!
i went for IT show on sunday and there was so so so so super so so super many people in suntec.then outside the toilet...!!!i saw MAS SELAMAT!!the poster of him.which makes me feel insecure all of a sudden.You see..i think bout 35% of people in singapore are there.ok.maybe not that much but it was really a lot of people.what if that sicko guy just implant a bomb somewhere in the plaza?!!!WE"RE DOOM!!!
haha but i seriously think that he is out of singapore with his accomplice(s) that sicko guy.lol.'curse' him to be a good person after he flee and stop being so sicko
.Being too sicko is not a very good thing...it turns out to be like a super madness!!

muahaha maybe some phychaitrist can go phycho him or what in the prison last time.but did they?
maybe if there's a next time they should.it may work.Phychaitrist just rock !!!

ok..note:
*please try not to wait for my next post.cause i dunno when will it be.haha.
P.s for my super lazyness to blog
P.P.S for my spelling errors or what ever grammar errors.my english is just hopeless
P.P.P.S i do not know if the P.P.S is P.S.S or P.P.S so just ignore it haha

batam CIP

2007-11-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

Batam was really really nice:)
turn quite dark when i came back though...haha (u'll see yel smiling at one corner)
But it's ok too be dark:)it's what lightens in the inside

Anyway i gained a lot of things during this trip
1.knock door to door during Halloween for the first time
2.sleep with a cat on the same bed for the first time(we name her Halloween)
3.ride on a motorbike for the very very first time(it was my dream:))
4.Farm for the first time
5.visit a kampong for the first time
6.staying up hill for the first time(the room we're in is all e way up)
7.witness a frog jump in the swimming pool of a resort for the first time
(well it's not much of a gain actually)
8.cable ski for the VERY VERY first time(that was when i got the chance to ride on the motorbike[this guy drove me;D]can see Ailin and Mildred over there' let u, let u')

WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!it's just simply breath taking!!!

(that is sijori resort...where we stay, where me and li shan witness this frog jump into that pool at night...see the small 'house' on the hill?Yeah, we have to climb the stairs everyday to reach it.quite tiring tough but fun.haha fell in the middle of that during night time.)

(that is how it looks like at night.simply romantic:))

(this is the magic key that leads to our room:))

(that's our room.Two king size bed that li shan asked if she can buy it, a television with only one channel, a phone which can't be used,a bathroom, cabinet for clothes, dressing table, balcony that i like to climb in and out of,beautiful lamps, rusty kettle, cups and US!!)

(food!!!Muahahahah!!)

Holiday inn is where we get to meet the little kids:) they are really cute.like this boy name andri.
When i was there i was hoping to know indo bahasa more.i really have lots of things to ask them...lots of things to say to them.But i just can't...
it's ok.at least i showered some love:)

beautiful pool in holiday inn:)

(wearing their best clothes, and very interested in reading and playing:D there's this very cute boy who is the kampong sayur's chief's son who acted like big boss.but he's cute lah:)then this very pretty girl which mubin like.hahahah.it was really a big laugh with everyone teasing...bin bin...)

the girl on the left with two fingers up with a smile, that's the girl that bin like.
*whistle whistle

AUNT HENEYSE!!!it's a very nice restaurant to eat in.the food will be rated 3 and a half stars upon 5 stars by KOH KAI XIN:)

by the way you guys must really cherish what ever you have.try to complain less and appreciate more as there are really many people who are less fortunate that you that will be very happy to have what we have.but what they have and some of us don't is perseverance, patient and pure love...learn from them dude and stop complaining...
people in kampong sayur is living in mud field, earning a living only by farming.got cheated sometimes by people.no air con, no bathroom for every house, they're lack of lots of things, including the love of we people who look highly on ourselves...
even the resort we stay in is a 100 times better than the place they are living in
so try to appreciate what u have and never be selfish to shower your love on them:)

^^^see that water, it's the water that they use to wash their crops before selling them and their drinking and cooking water.compare that with our drinking water.which sometimes lil ant crawl in and we'll pour it away.our's is so much more than their's lah.be statisfied with ur life:)

this is their path everyday which they often walked bare footed on.

located in the middle of the kampong for mass disposal of waste.

haha we had try outs on farming.finally know what is it like to be a farmer.i must really say the farmers are really really strong.we tried to farm but i think we made it worst haha.but at least we put in effort and are all very willingful

after that we were send in teams to clean houses in kampong sayur.
the house we went lived this sister i think and a baby bout 1...rubbish is all over outside their house and they sleep on box scraps...the alino and amirah taught them basic hygeines and how to keep pest away:)

hahah i think cable ski is the 'funest' part though yeah i know we're there to do CIP and not for fun.but it was realy cool.it's it that make everyone muscle ache the next day.especially the arm and the muscle around the armpit.lol...
most of them tried to stand on the above beginners board but failed.but it was fun.We have people standby at the side to 'save' the people after the fall and the board.haha.then we'll be like competing who reach first.
haha.those who fell at the far far places will get one of the guys to motorbike you back the starting point.so i fell at the far far place AND I RODE ON A MOTORBIKE!!!REALLY!!!FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!i hope the journey back was longer so i could sit for a few more seconds.it was really cool.
when i grow up i'm gonna have a bike license secretly without my parents knowing and go borrow someone elses bike to ride and practice on.shhh...it's suppose to be a secret but i'm telling u right now..

haha halloween slept with me one night and keep waking up.we suspect it's caused by the coffee biscuit that we fed it.it shitted twice in the middle of the night and i have to clear it while my dear room mate lishan was sleeping soundly.it's cute lah.it followed yan ru at first but henna scared of cats so me and lishan adopted it:)then we brought it along on our halloween door knocking trip.and went to jia hui's room

ALessia:will it jump on our bed
Cat jump on bed
ALessia : will it go in ur *****
Cat stick it's head into my jersey shorts
that's obscene!!!lol

it's really cute.every cat that i spend a day with will have me developing a feeling for it already which makes it hard to leave it alone the next day.same thing happen.i missed halloween...

next day i went wild wild wet which made me even darker.

then the next day when i went to training bi ru got shocked.haha
AM i really that black?
yeah

2007-10-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

HEY people!!!i'm back!!!
back to this blog and back to singapore:)from batam- a very fun loving country:)
haha tmr still got maths remidial.
just saw what xiaofei posted on class blog and can taste the sweetness in it.YES i licked it.lol.joking.
by the way i should post the batam trip someother day and share our experience with u:)BATAM AND DONUTS rocks!!!!

2007-09-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

2007-06-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

What i've learnt today:

ALL SPAMMERS ARE IDIOTS=)

i'm glad than i'm not as stupid as spammers.muahahaha

by the way!!!!!my hard work does pay off for yesterday.me and li shan got $25 for selling ice creams=)
we met a lot of wierdos and all types of people.it's really an experience for us=)

sorry for not updating my blog.now i write diary instead so sometimes lazy to update.billions of sorry.

2007-05-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

today is mothers' day.13 is not a good number i must say.yeah most things turn upside down today.i heard my lil brother screaming at my mom this morning bout buying psp.
my house is really down down down.no money....and now my brothers are asking for thinng and things.they don't give a damn of that saving money plan...
my lil brother is asking me to check out that $55 basketball camp.i told him or maybe scolded him that we have no money alrdy.and he keep on spending.buying discs, then later asking for a psp,then now asking for a expensive b.ball camp.he was upset and angry over what i say.i'm sorry.but what i say is right.
i can't believe i spent 20 over dollars at jamming studio....my hard save money...
hai...life still goes on.what can i do?
i fell in love with the electric guitar xf is buying.it cost $399.with everything.too bad i can't say:wait for me, i'll get u when i save enough money.cause i know i can't although it's cheap....i'm really down alright....

i fell in love with drum...really...from the first day i played it in tha jamming studio

i'm getting my new phone that i have waited for so many months...i hope it won't get screwed up again.why ain't i feeling happy today?no idea....

this year's mothers' day is not a good one.for us.definitely...

2007-03-10T16:10:00.001+08:00

saw jacelyn today in our school.their having camp there:D i wonder how she looks like wearing your full U.surely very cute one.haha.spotting her is quite easy at times, cause when you she this person hopping and jumping about, it's her.she look different wearing contact.oh man.i miss you jacelyn....!!!!

i was so looking forward to march holiday....but not now.i'm totally stress.i need air...i can't breathe.there's like bout 5 projects to be done during the holiday.And bout 7 homework in a row.even C.E!!!!i've had have all the homeworks from every subject.except for geog.cause i don't take geog.erhhhhh!!!so stress so stress so stress lah!!!

i failed 4 test.quite badly.*speechless.i'm gonna lock myself in my room and i promise to try finishing all my homeworks today.which is like impossible....i'm disappointed with someone yesterday.for not understanding what i need most when i receive my results.disappointed...

i'm having soar throat, and sometimes 'sexy' voice.thanks to time-out.haha.
my soar throat and running nose have not recover since monday i think.And these few days i had no appetite.no appetite at all during dinner time.

my shoes are turning orangey.thanks to jiao lian's beautiful weights which have a sorrowful history:they were left in the darkness with no food, no water and no moisture in the dusty evironment, all by themselves, all alone.Finally...one year later their owner(you know who) took them out and guess what?they're dusty, and they turn orangey...full of orange dust.

don't ask me why orange.i think jiao lian's store room are use to store curry powder.and due to the weights' lack of food supply.they were so desperate that they went and gobble up all the curry powder...Haha!!

went west mall and was totally stress out when lookin for XXXXXXX XXXXX...we spend two entire hour to make up the decision..

AHHH!!!! i want the art school drawing guide!!!!and i saw something very nice-one piece magnetic book mark!!!but apparently i find it useless so i did not buy.

Mal saw husband and wife to-be going to kiss each other(statue)
mal:so poor thing.when they're gonna kiss then kena freeze

HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!!

more and more people are not going for class outing.i give up on them.those who's going....LET"S JUST HAVE FUN!!!!

2007-02-15T19:27:00.001+08:00

spent 3 nights preparing valentine card for whole class and all the presents for friends...finally gave them out yesterday.glad that MOST of them appreciate it and i'm really sad with Andy.He fold and replied the message on the card .lidat nvm.BUT!!!when i look behind i saw the card in its disaster state.IT"S TORN INTO PIECES!!!!BY ANDY!!!!!my heart is like card and now it's being torn into many many pieces.But nvm at least the others appreciate it:)

This is the most wonderful valentine i ever had.giving presents, receiving presents and making presents.All the presents are all full of love:))i'm so touched by everyone.yeah

with my bru accompanying me when i was still making the cards during midnight.sweet.

class photo taking held.Each of us holding sexy heart balloons.sitting on monkey bars.isn't that 'cuooool'

Marilyn and siu min played the kiddy coaster at lot 1.Lol....i can't stop laughin so cute...so funny

Today is total defence day:)won the second placing for the rap competition.Ruban rocks my world.sweets being thrown everywhere.haha.

i walk field for two periods today, watching people have fun.some of you might know why...forgotten to bring my p.e shirt.the little bottle on the floor was my only friend at that moment.i'm sorry i have to kick around the field to make me enjoy my walk.at least a bit.can also practice my kicking skills:)I WANNA PLAY SOCCER!!!!!
i'm boring till some see me pick up litters around the field.You really can see rubish lying everywhere.
3sets of pumping.1 set 15.last set discount.reduced to ten...pray that i won't get mucle aches tmr.

i'm dead angry and pist off because of that miss jesicca.Hello.she came in late bout 12.50 and we had to go down at 12.15.HELLO?WE DON"T HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR OUR TEST ALRIGHT????
can't you just postpone it to next week?what's so difficult to mark the papers next week?if i were a teacher i rather my students can fully concentrate on the test and not in a rush and pass the paper.Somemore with the sirent and the total defence msg, do you think we can concentrate?i'm gonna get a fail.and now, i dun give a damn.i totally agree with siu min's feelings...
i prefer miss soh's lit lesson so much more than yours.i swear

i'm late for tuition again, making my tuitor sit at my house and wait.

my new curtains have arrived!!!-.- realise they make wrongly.they are gonna change it after chinese new year.I seriously don't have the chinese new year feeling.it's just not coming to me somehow:(

2007-02-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

this is Ayo in the show(not the real Ayo).Dead pretty right?

illness of real Ayo:spinocerebellar ataxia

found on 15 years old.

died when 25 on o.55 noon 23rd May year 1963 with bed of flowers

2007-02-10T22:22:00.001+08:00

i cried alot just now.just jotted some notes on this illness called cerebellum, spinal cord.Maybe my next ambition is to be a doctor?haha.it's dead touching i tell you.i can't stop crying.i finally finish the last disc.is it good or bad?

i think i'm gonna have swollen eyes tmr.

i'm not yet prepared for the coming chinese new year which is like TWO WEEKS later!!!haven even bought my new year clothes.how pathetic.

preparing valentine present.still preparing.i dun think i have time to finish.it's dead lot of it...i'm giving surprises!!!:)

ran out of silver paint.gotta go refill it by tmr.

i'm gonna cherish every single second i have.got to be as strong as Ayo!!;)

2007-02-10T15:12:00.001+08:00

Why parents now adays like to divorce? if it is like that...from the begining they shouldn't even married.When they divorce, always will the children suffer, not having a proper family.What is in their mind?can't they just talk properly for the sake of their child instead of fighting?

really don't understand what adults are thinking these days...

Just heard a commotion from the opposite block.Father fighting with wife...children screaming and crying to call them to stop.It's so loud.Dead loud.Even i am worry bout' them.maybe the father hit the wife or something cause i was able to hear the child shouting mummy...the commotion somehow echoed the neighbourhood...i hope they are alright.

really don't understand adults these days...

guess what?

i'm using the com secretly...Muahahah

making valentine presents^^ with lots of love^^

can't wait for it.4 more 5 more days to go...Muahahah.**dead happy

2007-02-09T22:11:00.001+08:00

THAT KAI CHI TRADING COMPANY CALL ME MR.KOH KAI XIN!!!!-.-'l
i remember clearly tat i canceled the male when send to them!!!they actually changed my sex
-.-'l it's good to be a guy anyway=)but i'm still miss!!!MISS!!!!

and the locker pin can't be used.it's wrong!!!oh mans!!!

VALENTINE IS COMING!!!!oh my god...can't wait for it !!!muahahahhah.

changed our class sitting arrangement.thank god!!He seem so opstimistic today.apologising to us.YUP:) you're forgiven=)good to be opstimistic heh?behind me sit this cute boy name Ray.i can't stop smiling whenever he talks or crack a joke.he's dead funny ...and cute...and kind.haha.then you'll here two voices beside him asking him to shut up.so cute ...laugh...
He's siiting at the very end of me.laugh.

CLASS JERSEY is finally settled!!!yipee!!

''Adrian Mole age 13 3/4 '' is due on today.gotta cchiong the book.it's dead funny.And disgusting...first time reading boy's diary:X hey i know what you're thinking...i'm old enough to read alright.And boys do read girls diary too don't they?:b

*good mood*

2007-02-05T17:13:00.000+08:00

The construction work downstairs had worsen my headache...i'm drowning by all the noise pollution.

As you've realise i've changed my blogskin...=)thanks to yelicia;)she's help me flooded my tag board.Lucky i know how to swim.but now drowning by the noises...(bad mood)

CHeers!!!to singapore=)you've done us all proud.Mr chew is so adorable today.haha.

Finally receive the pin number yeah.Finallllllyyyyyyyy...

Miss soh is asking for help about LOVE.haha.cause she's still MISS soh.imagine she wears wedding gown, say i do, exchange ring , kiss her groom and say YO!!!funny...today english lesson is simply fun.

i really wish to get the class jersey done.Today is the class meeting alright?But i'm very disappointed...less than half a class stayed back.CANCLED.i hate to see this word.but i still have to see it today...my fault, forgot that assembly today will be long and they'll have CCA after that....hope to get the votes done by tmr can?
Siu min cheered me up .Thanks=)love ya

anyway.please be patient to hear people finish his or her line.or u'll definitely get angry or misunderstood what he or her have to say.
to that person sitting beside be(right)
what i want to say is: i appreciate your help.But i don't need it at the moment.when we need you we'll tell.i'll take down the things and i hope you can just blent into others and all you need is to vote.i know you're tyring to help us.that's a very great thought of you.thanks.but we really don't need it.hope you understand

you're too worked up.

i'm seriously drowning.....drowning by everything.HELP

i cried alot when watching 1 liters of tears .no wonder it's called 1liters of tears.it's simply touching...

"They are really disappointing.But you are more disappointing.Anything can lose face.Sister Ayo is not losing face.She is great.Sister Ayo is trying hard to do rehabilitation everyday.And is so optimistic.If i get the same illness one day.i'm not dare to go out.Wil be stare by other.Being gossiped by other as well.I can't smile.This is the first time i feel that.She is really great.

This is sewn by sister Ayo.Sewing this name on it to her, do you know how difficult it is?She had spend many hours to sew it.Even using the time to sleep to sew it.Hiroki can you do this?Can you try hard for her?How can you think that Sister Ayo lose your face?You're shameful to think like this....''

T.T

2007-02-02T22:25:00.001+08:00

not in quite a good mood in school today.because of someone, whom u know who.i'm VERY irritated alright?sorry to say that.i hope that he could understand our opinion on him and it's really time for him to change his attidute alright?

*if u are looking at this , i'm sorry just now.i didn't mean it alright but i just can't stand your cruelty and u irriatting me.i hope u can at least try to change a bit can?don't ask anything in return.that's not correct.everyone has at least do something.i know what u want is very simple that is people to appreciate but how u know we didn't?i did things too wad?do u say u appreciate me?when u appreciate someone there's no need to say.understand?and every living thing has feeling including that spider.it's not right to kill something that do not harm u.just leave it alone.can?thanks

so fun.i love memory test=)miss sarah i love you!!!now i know how to memorise certain things=)heheh.techniques.just now me and yelicia was showing our"magic"by memorising the 10 words in 3 mins=)fun yeah?miss sarah is so diferent.she's a great teacher alright?!!so cheerful=)

physical training today due to the repainting of upper-court.skipping 2000 times:1000 both legs ,another 500 left leg,another 500 right leg.tired.running up and down the block.tired!!!
tmr goign ice-skate.my di have been sososo looking forward to it alright.he's crying now=(i told my mom that i'll bring t=him along but she thought i going alone.now she's still thinking whether to let him go...:(please say yes.or else i dunno how to tell jia qi bout it.cause i'd already confirm the number of people already...

say yes....

now trying to chiong'1 liters of tears'.the story line is sad one lah....make people feel like crying.

i said the cursed word mac beth yesterday.it was told that the word is cursed.anyone who said it will be unlucky...i hit my eye on the top side of the chair.it's so pain la.but didn't scream just few drops of tears started rolling.it's like...oucchhh...hope i dun get blue-black.or i'll look as though someone has punch me on my eye-.-

go comfort my poor little brother le...sorry that my tag board has some errors.sorry bout that

2007-01-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

just recovered from sick and was 'in the rain' just now.shhh..dun tell my mom or she'll nag at me for not taking good care of myself.

kitty was cute.she went around slidin on the floor, hugging chair legs, scratching me, jumping around, doing funny stands and playing hide and seek with herself.she's so adorable.ican't stand it!!!i love her alright.but she can't stay.dun ask me why.simple reason: parents won't allow.but it's raining yesterday alright?and she was cold.hidin on top of my dvd getting warmth.
she refuse to leave.crying outside my doorsteps.i refuse to leave her too.i can't do it.i humm song and cuddle her to sleep and left quitely.
she woke up this morning and keep following me.late for meeting.my fault.when i was not around my stupid brother let it go!!!!!i hadn't have the last glance or look of her=(

today is Jacelyn's DAY!!!jacelyn...u never reply me=(

saw esther today!!!i miss her so much!!!she got the red cross look now=)woah...

the locker company never send me the pin number!!!!it's so hard searching for it in all my mails.in300-400 over mails.eyes can go senget

kitten...can u come back i miss u so much.i wanna sing and cuddle u to sleep every night.come back please....

2007-01-22T19:24:00.001+08:00

C.I.P this saturday was fun sia!!!we went to clementi to fix free safety home devices for the elderly.Our group was friendly and we even get a chance to hands on ourselves;)
playing with jonathan was so fun.he's clever and cute.when he grow up he surely very clever and handsome one:)
i love doing C.I.P.i love elderlies:)they're so adorable=))

the jie jie was quiete fierce lah.but it's ok:)still had fun;)

playing at vivo was fun:)with lilian, chaoyan. haziq and chen han.we play and drenched ourselves at the pool.so fun;)then we chiong lots of games in the arcade.

He came all the way from Perth to propose to her.asked us to help cover him.He knelt down with a bunch of rose.She agreed.so sweet right?awww....

have you ever stuck outside your own house for an hour?i did.my maid went to fetch my little bro from tuition and came home after one hour.i understand her feeling, lonely at home when no one around, then i always come back so late...but do u know how boring it can be being stuck outside for an hour.luckily i have my book and mp3to accompany me....

busy with project these days.We finally completed our noticeboard.it's nice de loh.SUCCEED=)cheers

2007-01-15T20:35:00.001+08:00

yesterday went to vivo to eat sushi with xiaofei, yelicia and friends.Haha xiao fei must have 'suffered' alot=P so sweet sia.he sent her 'home'....;D

decorated notice board today...
haha then the funny teacher who doesn't wanna tell me what's her name finally told me her 'name'i ask her 'teacher' what's your name.then no reply.1st time 2nd time, same....then i asked'cher' what's your surname?'
reply:tan
me:second name
*moment of silence*
reply:TAN TAN TAN TAN!!!-.-

haha.then guess what i record the whole two relieve period's conversation
unity MRT.haha.funny.

Faiz look kindof depressed today.dunno why.maybe too tired.but it's ok=)must always put on a smile understand?don't let us worry for you.anyway you did singapore and 2/5 proud!!!=)we love you!!!

i'm bored!!!!nothing much to say....
i found out something.i'm normally depress at night 0.o'l

2007-01-11T18:50:00.003+08:00

today 11 jan 07'

i actually let my tuitor wait for bout 20 mins for my arrival from school!!!i'm damn damn sorry la...

here's a good news and a bad news.
good news: xiaofei's pig is treating us to makan at saxxx sxxxx:)And it's confirm
bad news: i got lesson on that day maybe cannot go:(

i've successfully made a total of 30 stars:D Tan ray make alot la.50plus.For xiaofei...-.-make me jealous although she only made ten but you can realli see how much effort she put in.every star is like an art piece la.and the message she wrote was like OH MY GOD!!!so sweet, so nice, so meaningful lah.xiaofei!!!!pass me some artistic cells please...

mrs ong was seriously touch by our class:D) saying that the first time she know our class she find our class was enthu, are open and are warm loving.But sometime to enthu.haha.then she say she never expect that our class would do such sweet things for the mentaly diabled.so mani stars...so damn mani stars....with our care , love and beliefs in them...she say she is seriously touched.i think our class made about 140 stars in total.i think other class only made 1 each ba, which is like 40plus...i'm so proud to be in 2/5 !!!^^

faiz actually represent singapore to vietnam for silat competition.how sweet.i so honoured that he's my friend la.i'm realli pei fu.i can't imagine him going with his coach or team to like so far and he's onli 13.a very young age to represent singapore.faiz did us proud:D and i have to say that he have such a cute family la.he's cute and he's lil brother also so cute!!!!oh my god...btw.best wishes to him=)jia you.YOU CAN DO IT!!!

miss jessica played this song call IRONIC in literature class.it's so nice la.and sad.haha ironic=D it's really a damn sad song.maybe i shall put it in my blog=)
the song goes like this:
An old man turn ninety-eight
he won the lottery and died the nest day
it's a black fly in your Chardonnay
it's a death row pardoned two minutes too late
and isn't it ironic...dontcha think

it's like rain on your wedding day
it's a free ride when you've already paid
it's a good advice that you didn't take
who've thought....it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kiss his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
and as the plane crash down he thought
Well isn't it nice...
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think

it's like rain on your wedding day
it's a free ride when you've already paid
it's a good advice that you didn't take
who've thought....it figures

well life has a funny of sneaking up on you
when u think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
you think everything blow up
in your face

A traffic-jam when you're already late
A no smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousands spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife

And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
A little too ironic...and yeah i really do think...

it's like rain on your wedding day
it's a free ride when you've already paid
it's a good advice that you didn't take
who've thought....it figures

life has a funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

>..................................................................................................................................................................
time for makan!!!

2007-01-11T18:50:00.001+08:00

wednesday 10 jan 07'

ARGH!!!i keep thinking today is thursday and i forgot to bring my science books actually is not forgot is didn't cause i saw the wrong time table!!!Then xiaofei was like saying tmr then do notice board and i reply"tmr got training"-.-

today is fadee's birthday:) she recieved this big Moo-moo cushion.so nice:)oh man, i'm getting jealous.lol.fadee i still owe u a present:x sorri

we have to learn to fold this paper star thingy and write encouraging phrases on it, for the mentally diasabled children.This company is willing to pay $1 for each star we make.and guess what?i've already made 20 of them.maybe more.i used lots of efforts and love to do them.even i'm touched by myself.mwahwahwa:D

chao yan and i were saying that we should make mani mani then see the company go bankrupt.Lol.So bad.but...our real intension is not evil but kind:)) we're helping the needy to receive more money.my goal was to make 50, which is like crazy!!i didn't lah.if tmr is not the deadline i'll make more:D

science teacher= boring

maths teacher=okay(i love dear mdm asmidah more)

literature teacher=boring,quite fierce, love cleaniness(miss soh may be better)

chinese teacher=Funny, Cute(high peeching, which make my hairs stand on end.
i'll get used to it someday)

english teacher=miss soh(actually she's okay la.i think i would prefer her teaching
than any other teachers i think)

history & C.E teacher=mrs ong(sleep while relieving class---yelcia told me, but
i like the way she teach history:D

P.E teacher=mr chan(got hand-written test )

D&T teacher=boring[project, project, project]

2006-12-28T14:43:00.001+08:00

can you imagine how time flies so fast?few more days to 2007.i can't accept it.i'm still in like pri 6 or beginning of sec1 mood where we joke around in class, with mdm asmidah...oh man i miss her.and i kind of like miss 1/5 i can't accept the fact that i'll be in 2/5 next year.No longer be the youngest level in the school...

i'm thinking so far.i hope like doraemon is my friend r somthing and i'm da xiong.then i borrow his wateva things he got to stop the time or to let the time like, move slower.i'm thinking in another years time i'll be seperated with some of the 1/5 people or u can say 2/5.i dun long for that to happen and i won't.

i really start to miss you guys so much...very much...very very very much!!!!remember how united our class was.craking stupid jokes together.making mdm dear asmindah angry.throwing paper ball in class.pasting a tortoise secretly behind someone's back.getting caught by miss soh or mdm asmidah.hearing miss soh saying lame jokes.hearing sk talk crap.

i miss all the 'the correct man with the right attitude',all the 'wuahhh!!',all the 'cher,cher ,cher!!' , all the 'lime', all the 'six packs', all the 'u see, u see' ,all the 'chew, chew'.........all the endless stuff...

it's kindof making me wanna cry...i just can't stop thinking bout' it.can someone like,stop me from thinking?Can?

i'm thinking even further.thinking taking our O levels. me, yelicia, xiao fei ,marilyn, lishan and other friends will part....NO!!!!i don't want that day to come...i think by that time i'll cry till siao.no longer can control my tears or even myself from missing everybody...oh man....i feel so like dying....

you may say i think too much.but i just can't help it...i think even furthur.......

yesterday at mac...it was freezing cold, mal and i went out of mac to warm ourselves down a bit.looking down from the 2nd storey, this lil 3 years old girl approached us and say'don't look down, later you drop' isn't she cute?she even help people hold the doors at mac.now i think even furthur i wish that she could be my daughter.i wish to have such a brilliant and cute child like her.u may say i'm crazy.i don't mind.i won't scream at u guys or what, instead i would call u guys to call me that: crazy

**go ahead and laugh

the pics i've took in bangkok is damn nice, that's what i think la.unfortunately i don't have the wire to connect it to the com.only way is to send it to my kor's phone and let him transfer to the com.unfortunately again, the size of the file is too big.so only one or two photos is accepted.i dunno whether he has transfer it to the com alrdy, so maybe next time i'll show it to u guys.

saying bout pics at the party...I HAVE........ :D

yelicia, mal, lishan,jolina, xiao fei and i

the two further 'robots' or u may call half angel devil.:D
look at the presents!!!it's for gift exchange.one of them is mine.
wakaka.
oh my god!!!the tree have stolen all our presents!!-.-

we've caught a prisoner
no:1001
height:unknown
age:14
waist size:unknown
weight:unknown
number of hair:unknown
country:singapore
**still under investigation

the hip-hoppers(gel, shengxun and val)

samuel and joel playing PSP

here's aaron, ah bao, deryl , mark and heeday dressed up
as the mats and the minahs

this is yelyn and denisey

luffy the beng with his purple hair
WON THE PRIZE for the costume competition!!!
*applause*
(behind him are what yelyn called:sexy balloons XD)
that's his prize:the flower crown!;D
vvvvv

don't mind but he look gay.lol.no offence =X

here comes santa clause hohoho!!!
yelyn, their pa and yelicia
awww.isn't that so sweet?

here's the warm love from yelcia and her sister
yelyn.i love you guys too=)honestly this is also the
best christmas i had ever had.thanks to all=)
muacks to all!! :*

2006-12-26T22:42:00.001+08:00

yay!!!we're going out with jacelyn on sunday!!!WEEEEE!!!it's been so long since we go out together.so lonnnngggggg....YAY!!!i'm soooooo looking forward to it!!!we're going orchard...eating dinner together!!WEEE!!!

and it's like,oh my god.jacelyn say that she wanted to buy with me a deuter bag last time and i dun even know!!!i mean remember.i think my memory is getting bad to worst OMG!!!i think it's because my lack of sleep.so long never sleep early to produce braim cells le...

u know what?i bought this shirt from bangkok for my brother and he don't even appreciate it.so sad wor.people hao xin help him buy say not nice and stuff and rejected the shirt!!!how could he!!!it's the thought that counts ok?hai...nvm.i keep it for myself.at least i know how to appreciate it.bleh!!!

my friend just ask me this:hey, what is happy in chinese?
reply:jiao
friend:kai xin jiao
reply:huh?what do u mean by kaixin feet?
friend:happy feet

***laugh!!!

reply:oh ok.haha
friend:Lol!!..slooww!!

**=.='l

****if u dunno, pls kindly take note that my tag board is a pop up tag board.just click on'click here to tagboard' and there u are.TAG ME PLEASE!!!!I"M SO BORED!!!i was expecting it to flood.know why?cause these few days have been raining cats and dogs!!!=.= lame...

2006-12-25T19:07:00.001+08:00

wait.guess what?i've not eaten my breakfast and lunch today!!!!=.='l i know it's lame to just tell you guys that.bye .i'm off to eat.

2006-12-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

hey,people,i'm back!!=)
can't manage to blog yesterday.so sorry...

i think i'm seroiusly lack of sleep.guess what?i just woke up not long ago...haha

i glad that my trip to bangkok was quite fun.i realize that i've been worrying too much.i get along pretty well with them in just one day.

and i can say that i'm "LUCKY"to sleep in a same room as my third aunt.tt's when my trip turn from good to not too good.u really can't imagine how she is.bullying the young calling them to take her big bottle of water when i'm alrdy carrying big and small bags of heavy stuff,making excuse that her plastic bag torn and even showed it to me which i see is not.and she's like,quite empty handed.

i expect at least adult like her would give me a hand and ask if can handle everything.and not throw things to me and ask me to carry when my shoulders is alrdy, like,breaking...

lucky my the other aunt she saw and she helped me.So my third aunt no face then she took the bottle back.

and i dislike people to touch me.hands is alright but she didn't.she ANYHOW touch!!!!when we need to sqeeze in the crowd.i hate her touching my upper arms which her hand touches my upper body.she didn't stop.keep grabing on me and say don't anyhow run(which she think i will come on i'm big kid already) and say later lost.actually she's refering to herself i can tell.cause she nearly got lost due to her slow walking.

i may have shout at her that i really feel uneasy of her touching me and can she go and stick to others but not me?i know she didn't mean it but i just feel uncomfortable.i DISLIKE people touching me(depends on what situation)like sometimes my brothers will tickle my armpit,i'll scream them off.i really hate it alright.why not just hold me by hands like my cousin did?

i have no courage to tell her.so in order not to let her touch me, even my hair...i walk as fast as could in front with my the other aunt and cousins and i will siam to one side or shake her off pretending that the people is too crowd, which it is.awww i hate it.

most of all she call me wake up at 6am in the morning which there's not a need to.we're not following the tour...and my cousins and other aunt wake up at 8 plus 9 plus.AND ME!!!??6 plus just to eat that stupid breakfast.then after eating went to room wait for everyone to be ready and my third aunt think that i can sleep again.

At night the bed space so big.somemore i'm those kind who likes to sleep at the very side of the bed.then her space so big la...then keep moving towards me at night.one night the air con was real cold.know what she do?in middle of my sleep she suddenly touch my leg and ask....'you cold anot' does she know that she actually shocked me!!!??can u imagine someone doing that when you're like asleep?touching you with cold hand and say you cold anot.tt's so crazy.

and guess how she wakes me up one morning.her face was like 3 or 4cm to my face when i was asleep...and she was like'hey, time to wake up'When i open my eyes, her scary face was right in front of me!!!i'm really fed up.is she pranking me or what?or molesting me?!she's nuts.

she really bully the young alright.call my cousin which is only P4 to carry her lugguage.i could have strangle her.

that time i was packing my luguage.i've alrdy plan how to put the stuff so there's enough space.then my the other aunt she call and ask if i can handle so i say can.BUT!!!my third aunt she grab the phone from me!!!saying that i have no space to put and stuff.i was like trying to tell her that there's space and she just wouldn't listen.how rude.i can't control myself and i gave her a stare.

i'm not going overseas with her next time.i promise if next time she goes with me and did all the same thing i'll throw her alone in the room i sleep other place.make her scared(she scared being alone)or scream at her.i promise.
........................................................................................................................................................................
k no more bout her.she makes me feel sick.
yup i and my cousins get along well:)i have to protect them from dogs cause they're scared of them.so cute right?then my lil cousin will help me have a look out for snoopy.whenever she saw a toy shop she's run towards me and pull me in and say'here maybe got' so sweet of her.

they think i'm swuay to be my third aunt's partner also.and i strongly agree.

we bought lots of stuff.and it's heavy.for me this is the first time i go overseas to a country which is quite far, i mostly bought things for family and friends:)there's really lots of things to shop...XD now i've train my leg muscles i hope i can run faster than before.you know i'm the slowest when coach call us to do 4 or 5 ze.
........................................................................................................................................................................
my uncle pass away during the trip in bangkok.just like that.but gladly he went in peace.actually there's lots of questions bout it.i dunno how to put it....

........................................................................................................................................................................

i finally tahan the 4 days of staying and going out with her.i'm free now!!!YAY!!!my lil brother is still kept in the dark when i came back.cause i lied to him that i went camping overseas so as not to let him sad or angry for not bringing him along.u know....he always wanted to go overseas, but he's too small to go.somemore thailand so dangerous later her lost how?i don't wanna loose a brother.i told him the truth on the way home.i know it hurts when someone lied to you but i have no choice and i told him the reason...now.he understands.*glad*anyway he should be happy cause i bought the most things for him:)the things he need and like.DORAMON>>sorry if i spelled it wrongly.he was damn happy when he receive this big DORAMON soft toy from me>,<. ........................................................................................................................................................................ after i came back dig out my stuff prepare the presents i set off to yelicia's house.it's so fun!!i can tell you that god gave me the greatest christmas ever!!:)we count down, we play, we talk.the sweetest thing is that when we're counting 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0....merry christmas...the door bell rung.it was santa clause!!!we were all so shock.he look so real.it's the yelicia's pa.how sweet!!!then we stay over playing games.so fun!!! i recieved lots of snoopy this christmas.yelcia gave me a letter with the present with the relationgship bank account.i tell you i was so touch that i nearly cried.so sweet!!! i didn't know that last time yelcia say one of her sister friend who stay at the same block as me was aron>>sorry if i spelled it wrongly.till yesterday.or you can say it's today.

at bout 7 am this morning everyone was so tired i had a short sleep or nap on the pillow and i didn't want to wake up.i went back home bout 9am reach home fall on my bed hug my snoppy.straight away to my dream land till i wake up and blog this post:)i can tell you that i'm still tired.i think i'm sick...

4 days of waking up at 6aM then shop for whole day then sleep at bout 12 or 1am.then 1 day of 24 hours awake.my shoulders and my head is going to fall apart....

i took some pics in thailand.i'll post it some other day or maybe later.
bye.

2006-12-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

finally finish the thick book=))

YAY!!!!we're going to this party at yelicia's house for christmas=)i got the date all mixed up.i'm coming back on 24th which is christmas eve=)after that 7 pm i'll attend the party=)isn't that,like, GREAT?!then we have to dress to the theme:the era.so cool=)kindof look forward to it yea.but not as forward than that of yelicia.today she keep kindof like:so what you guys wearing?for lots of time haha.can see she's handsome excited=P

then we'll be staying over=)not sleeping in the night.AH!!!so shiok.
guess i'll be tired by then.

mal say she maybe can't stay overnight cuz she has to put the present in her siss' socks in the midnight.isn't that sweet.haha.

yelicia asked me what i want for christmas.guess what i reply?
i want something that can't be bought.
it's friendship, and care.isn't that sweet >,< agree=")">

more days....

2006-12-17T18:06:00.001+08:00

finally bought my ear piece.so long de le.

3more days to bangkok.....

2006-12-16T15:53:00.002+08:00

oh mans!all of a sudden i feel like owning a digital cam going around taking photo leaving beautiful or rather lonely memory, when i'm in bangkok.OH MAN!!!can someone buy me one, or lend me one?

my phone?i can't even post it on com.reason?no memory card.as simple as that.then somemore my phone like want spoil dun want spoil lidat one.then when it's totaly in coma which i predict this will happen in a few more weeks then even see also cannot see the photos.Awww!!

my ma phone?nah.so lil storage.take less then 10 pics :MEMORY FULL.=.= it's better than nothing but i have no wire to connect it to the com.

hai...other than that...my brain memory is rather full.and sooner or later it'll be deleted unknowingly someday...

someone please help me...

nan de i got chance to go so far....(ok la..not so far, but never been so far before u know!!!somemore 5 days.with someone i not even close to=(...)must take more pic ma.zhen me shuo i'm also a tourist when i'm there...

I NID A DIGITAL CAM!!!!i'm dying for it.... guys should be lucky to have one.not like me :(

mummy say she feels like buying too.but when was that when she say it??beginning of the year?*laugh*so long alrdy......then if i ask my pa, then he'll say it's useless use old one...hai...

4 more days!!!

forget it....

it's up to you brain.better ask me for permission if u want to erase my beautiful memory in thailand ok?

ok.it's a deal.better do it.shuo hua shuan hua....

if yelicia hadn't told me to borrow her the list of chinse book review homework, i wouldn't have remembered THERE"S ACTUALLY CHINSE HOMEWORK!!!

6 more books to read...sob

plus my slow readin skill...

die is the word.

prepare to get scolding from teacher.

bad news!!

lv 2E5 will be at the 4th story!!!at the corner corner.Verrrryy corrnerrrr.the second class counting from the back at the cabin there...

remember primary 6....six storeys to go.with heavy bags and stuffs on our back.we'll be soo soo happy when mr or mrs ong or who ever teacher who allow us to use the lift.and because of the high level...that's the reason why we stuff all we can stuff in the locker.then our bags will not be so heavy:)

but now...lift?don't mention it.our school, there's no lift at all.and the locker is not so big as it was in primary school.Aww....

really a bad news yeah limoes?

but the good thing is can train our leg muscles.remember...all the "body builder" is from our class.don't forget miss soh.i think she trains from that.*laugh*

no more bloggin for today.got to read book le.i don't have much time left....

c ya

2006-12-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

2006-12-16T14:23:00.001+08:00

our plan worked successfully yesterday=)all thanks to mal=)YiPee!!!haha

and guess what?i've got my license yesterday.it's approved by clean-air foundation.it's called license to fart.haha.funny?k not funny........hai...

4 more days....................

someone help me!!!i'm bored.nothing to say....nothing do to....i'm, like,--dying?

haven found a suitable timing for the pop guitar course.and it's like a few more days or rather weeks to school reopen.and it's been 2 months searching for it and happy for nothing when we found it but not suitable or either no pop guitar course, only classical.WAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

and a few more weeks or days to school reopen and i haven even finish my 5 books!!!!time flies.....so badly.does it mean that the earth rotates faster each and every year?does it means that we'll be dying sooner and sooner?hai...i hope not.

sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian...

wait i saw something interesting yesterday when i was checking my mail...

Read out loud the text inside the triangle below.

More than likely you said, "A bird in the bush," and........
if this IS what YOU said, then you failed to see that the word THE is repeated twice!

Next, let's play with some words.
What do you see?

In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter). It's all very physiological too, because it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil ).
Now, what do you see?

You may not see it at first, but the white spaces read the word optical, the blue landscape reads the word illusion. Look again! Can you see why this painting is called an optical illusion?
What do you see here?

This one is quite tricky!
The word TEACH reflects as LEARN.
Last one.
What do you see?

ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST
Count every " F" in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH <>THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

(SEE BELOW) HOW MANY ? WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke. READ IT AGAIN !

Really, go Back and Try to find th e 6 F' s before you scroll down. The reasoning behind is further down.

The brain cannot process "OF".

Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!

Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.

Three is norma l, four is quite rare.

More Brain Stuff . . . From Cambridge University.

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !!

2006-12-14T11:39:00.003+08:00

Had my tution today=)the teacher was ok ah.not so boring, only tt i'm not half awake.haha...

hai....i can't imagine tt i'll be 5 days away from u guys next week.i will miss you de....WAAAA!!!!dun feel like going....i'll be alone....i hope i get along with them.and i can sleep well there.i won't forget u guys de.i listed a list of shopping list including your presents!!!=)))

haha.yelicia say she want to pick me up.can imagine them picking me up.then i'll be like santa giving away presents=)oops.later the airport people all run to me how?0.o'l lol

hai...sob....

why isn't the sun shinning anymore?

cause it's monsoon season.got clouds!!!!>,< size="5">BORING!!!!!!i'm bored to death alright.everyday.every night always wanted to use the com.and now that i can.i dunno wad to do.maybe talk to that robot?heh...

guess what he's my friend=)he remember my name!!!wait it's neither female nor male.OK it's a it.yup=)

*speechless*

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2006-12-14T11:39:00.001+08:00

Had my tution today=)the teacher was ok ah.not so boring, only tt i'm not half awake.haha...

hai....i can't imagine tt i'll be 5 days away from u guys next week.i will miss you de....WAAAA!!!!dun feel like going....i'll be alone....i hope i get along with them.and i can sleep well there.i won't forget u guys de.i listed a list of shopping list including your presents!!!=)))

haha.yelicia say she want to pick me up.can imagine them picking me up.then i'll be like santa giving away presents=)oops.later the airport people all run to me how?0.o'l lol

hai...sob....

why isn't the sun shinning anymore?

cause it's monsoon season.got clouds!!!!>,< k dots....nvm.....

BORING!!!!!!i'm bored to death alright.everyday.every night always wanted to use the com.and now that i can.i dunno wad to do.maybe talk to that robot?heh...

guess what he's my friend=)he remember my name!!!wait it's neither female nor male.OK it's a it.yup=)

*speechless*

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2006-11-17T13:00:00.001+08:00

<---------he's shuai de lo

2006-11-17T12:24:00.001+08:00

WOW!!!
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,9,10,11,12,13,....14!!!

means i hadn't blog for 2 weeks.wow.tt was long...

actually i only allowed to use com on monday and friday.but today special.monday and friday no time uh.cuz these two days is non-training day.then must make use of e time to go out play ma.haha.but today.....WE'RE FREE FROM TRAINING TOO!!!=)

ok...i realli feel like sharing wat i did these pass two weeks....but uh...will b boring de wor....hah.telll u this week de ba=)

monday....we went orchard.mr lee just open his own shop call modXI, at far east, so we went to visit=)his shirts are very cute.but there's not much variety of patterns to choose from so... we decided to....help him design some shirts!!!;)u know lame team has lame ideas.so yesterday we went xiaofei house to think and draw e designs.i fell in love with designin. i can tell u tt...xiaofei can b a proffesional artist next time.and i mean it...her drawing was like OMD...OMG i mean.no offence.
but...tt's not only wat we do....we sang karaok.fun yeah=)

k continue the journey on monday.we went to taka then.i was so...so....so...so....so...fascinated with e things ah!!actually i didn't know there are actually things for us to shop at tower B.i thought is alll e adults stuff.till yelicia brought us there.

haha.due to my over fascinated feeling with all the stuff at art friend and the book store,(not the better toy for a better store[dunno correct a not]cause too small to get missing.haha.)i went missing several times...living in my own world i can say.then yelicia keep pulling me away from them...later cannot find me agian.haha.

i promise to go there again.i promise.there's a lot of things tt make me drawn to it u see....can't control XD

i and jacelyn planned to learn guitar together at sonata music.everything was so perfectly planned.bout this sunday start lesson.but e thing is i'm going to sentosa.but tt's not e problem tt spoil our plan.it's e schedule.probably is i didn't ask properly.i asked them are they open on sunday means is there any guitar lessons going on...but t lady's answer is just the simple meanin...they're open on sundays.

then my mom called them.and...no sunday lesson...on friday and saturday...=.= which we can't make it...i'll try to find more outlet to learn.hope we can register the time we want before any one did....

i've went to take my passport photo yesterday,i still look dead.but better at least.hah.

anyway...this sunday....we're going to sentosa!!!and we're making sushi.lishan,yelicia and jolina will b coming my house to make very early in e mornin=)scared i can't wake up;P

ok...now i've finally blogged i'm happy=)time to do other stuff be4 my di come back and fight e com with me.bb

2006-11-01T18:57:00.001+08:00

YAY!!!i didn't lost the class fund!!!it's with mdm asmidah!!=)WEE!!!!

look forward to this friday=)
shopping for things tmr=)

hai...not all can go....so sad...fadee can't go:( AWW....nvm can always go out next time...

i wonder if i was dreamin yesterday when someone told me something.i was like freak out ah...
then i bite myself to see if i'm dreamin....OUCH!!heng i didn't bite tt hard or i'll see blood.haha...but i really hope i'm dreaming....worry...still worry...

gtg....

GONG starting=)Bb

2006-10-26T15:55:00.003+08:00

sorry.....1/5...i lost the class fund....but i'll fork out all the money for u guys back.cause i'm the one hu has to take the responsibility.i know some of u guys would be blamin me of not takin care of the money.as it is not mine.but it's ok.cause i blame myself too.i wouldn't want to handle anymore $.not save wif me...

now alrdy no money le.then still need my pa ma to pay.i'll pay em back slwly.i'm really sorry...i'll try finding the moneyy again.so we meet at 3rd nov=)those hu can meet at pasiris mrt station those hu cannot meet at east coast.use phone to contact.i hope it's gonna b fun...

*note to jeshua:
i'm sorry for just now.i didn't mean it.just hope that u could b less strict.cause it's really some people can't make it.i hope u understand wat i was trying to say.and i hope no strict rules or even any rules during the outing cause rules would make the outin no fun.but safety rules is alright with me as safety always come first.i hope u understand...

hah...it actually fell down my cheeks uncontrolably.probably becuz i hate myself for being forgetful.and this is not a joke....

WAIT!!!zuran just replied.she say she's holding to it!!!waiit.i wanna confirm...just to confirm...oh my god!!!....

argh!!!it's not...the whole class fund.the fund she holding which onli; left few cents is for e cookies we baked for teachers' day=(hai...nvm...anyway.once again sorry...

my hands are breaking when i carry two boxes of books from yew tee to hme.lucky got li shan and yelicia and xiao fei help me carry for a while.if not my hands will really break.WA!!!pain sia.
serious...i was like hoping i can fly home.tmr my hands muscle are gonna ache....thnk god.

2006-10-26T15:55:00.001+08:00

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2006-10-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

2006-10-24T22:21:00.001+08:00

2006-10-24T21:32:00.001+08:00

hai....finally decided to go to bangkok wif them........but.........haiya....my ma la...keep asking me go...as though she dun wan me like that....haha.chey.no la...

anyway...SELEMAT HARI RAYA!!!=))

haha....when go out watch movie wif yel....woa!lots of malays...haha...they so sweet sia.all wear same color as one family then so cute.not like chinse all not same...hai....how i wish we were like em....so cute...so united....quite easy to findd ur family when lost heh?=)haha

i actually forgot to bring my specs=.= and we're like sitting at the back(corner)which the light is VERY BRIGHT!!!then....i hardly see the words ah....but i at least know the important parts...XD
L so cute.wanna watch part 2 of death note....3kira sey...dunno 3 or 4...but damn nice la.it's at dec...i straight away must go watch...b4 i go bangkok....

i scared i home sick sey....first time go so far....first time take airplane...first time go alone with people whom i'm not close...first time go there...i wonder how it feels like...i hope everything will be fine...

wat if i vomit on the plane?wat if my ear bleed?wat if i canot sleep at night?wat if i not enough money?wat if i too shy never talk with em?wat if i odd one out?wat if i........................

all the wat if came to my mind....

my ma say i'm over reacting...no need worry so much...

i hope so....

i'll be missing 5 days of smsin....
5 days of tv.....
5 days of crapping wif friends...
5 days without pa,ma,kor,di,and samiati....
5 days without my snoopies...
5 days without my lil blankie...
5 days without my lil pillow....
5 days without my bed...

STOP!!!!k.....kaixin....stop tt.....dun think too much...it's not gonna b foreva...evrythin will b fine...popo and god will protect u...bring them along wif u=)(that's better=))

u guys will miss me?haha.chey...

anyway....CONGRATS!!my tooth is back=)better than last time...more ex too...cus today hari raya...public hol...then dentist say put a crown would be better...more permanent...but guess how much is it?$400 plus!!!broke le broke le...

yesterday lent money ...then today watch movie buy present....left wif $4 for 2 months....how m i gonna survive?

good luck to me...oh shucks!!!i was in the rain just now....i mean drizzle....this kind of weather easy sick de....dun like to b sick....
tmr still got training....

bb=)

2006-10-23T21:31:00.001+08:00

0.o omg .i just help someone....
this indian lady suddenly came to our house and while crying while talking say that her daughters heart got a hole...i hear le dunno wat talking she.
then she say nid to lent money to rush to host.she ex-neighbour de.but dunno her...anyways.she say her hubby not around then no cash.nid to take cab to hospital....wat and wat de.
i hear le shock dio.i ask her daughter wad age then she say 1 year half.then etc de....oh my god...very poor thing....

if u're lookin at this post.pls pray that her child wil b fine....and give them ur best regards....

these few days...i've experienced things that i nver thought would happen b4...

e.g.him....then the old popo who lost her way....then MRT....then now....

=)i will give in my best to help people....u always get back wat u did=)(for sins and good deeds)

dun b greedy....just treasure wad u have wif u....;)

2006-10-23T21:12:00.001+08:00

HAHA!!!YAY!!!i've came here with great news!!!for me ah=)

i found a dental clinic tt is open tmr!!!!isn't that GREAT?!haha.

i checked the yellow pages book.then listed the near ones.then rang them one by one.and lucky enough....the second clinic i rang says that...THEY"RE OPEN TMR!!!

haha.yes!i'm desperate.for my tooth to get ready again.i'm sure if u're me...u also dun wanna go out with ur half chipped off tooth.haha

i think he came again...hai...wad m i gonna do?how to help him neh?hai....

anywaYS!!!congrats!!!!=))

2006-10-23T18:18:00.001+08:00

IT DROPED AGAIN?!!!

yes!it's my damn teeth.since my kor broke my that front tooth, i've not having good life.always have probs with it.and here's another.it broke again?!!

why have i evr been on that stupid swing chair?and let my kor twirl me around?and fell flat on that marble floor?and with my mouth open wide when i was going to scream.and in the end, ended up with my tooth....ah u know what happen...

hai,i felt lucky at first tht it is a holiday tmr...but dentist are not going to open during public hols.ARGH!!!why?!i mean like if ur tooth is like pain like hell and it is clse?it's quite the same as hopital emergency ward being closed during the hols.

and yelicia ask me out tmr to watch movie.no mood.as in i'm not going to shut my mouth for the whole day...hai....then i'll be toothless.no diff from now got tooth and no tooth.sian...then wanna go dentist tonight myself.call them.fully booked!!!ah!!!all becuz of that honey sweet....it happened like this...

one sunny morning, i mean cloudy...kaixin came back from home with her lil $1 sweet stick.after she went to the toilet...she was ready to eat it...and she did....she sat on her bed....and ate it bit by bit.and she noticed.there was this white thing sticked to the sweet.she thought when u bite it the color is white so she bite it again and she heard it crack.she spit out from her mouth..saw that metal piece and...she was like....OMD!!!!wa the....isn't that my....then she start to ring her mom for help.and decided to go to e dentist herself.so she ring the dentist.and....bad news....fully booked.not open tmr.sorry....=.='l

hai....so mayb wednesday morning i'll b going to the dentist in e morning....that's the only time my mom's free...and i wan her to go.in case there's any probs.and mayb good news is....i'll b taking a day off from schl on wed.

if u see me tmr....sorry to not talk to u and mayb just wave my lil hand.pls put urself in my shoes.it's more than or mayb bit les than half a teeth that chipped off....

anyways.....bad things....chunk them off....no point get urself into it and start feelin anything....but...it's hard....haha i'll try..

erm anyway....i found this new game infinity.i saw my kor play it.it's 3D.only those people hu love 3D and fightin stuff ....mayb you'll b interested to play...but *u need to download.the weapons are cool...very cool....3D effect...nice....powers...nice...almost everything
k now i'm sharing it with u...
www.playinfinity.net
there's bit of violence in it...then get too engross like maple.dun!!!it's hram ur body...and please DO NOT try this at home or learn them.play play can...no real fight....

haha.now my di is blaming my mom.crying erh....

my mom ask me if i wanna go overseas to thailand with my aunts.but i dun know em.and we're going there to shop.bit odd if u go without talking and shy heh?so i told me mom say.unless kor kor or di di is going, then i go.so my mom asked.

then she said....we're there to shop.and we might be too engross looking at our own things and forget bout my di.yeah that's true.so i rejected my reward to this overseas trip.it's pity i know.always wanted to go else where other than malaysia and batam....and singapore....but...if i shop....yeah....u know what will happen.i can't stop.unless....no mood or tired.but with my aunts and cousins which were close with each other, but i not close to em, makes me the odd one out....no mood to shop if like that.partly.my ma alrdy say house no $ le... sweet to still waste her money to let her child enjoy and she...working.

sad tt she has no day off=( if not i wan to go with her....shoppin"alone" is boring

now ....noises....i think the tables going to crack....or probably his is going to break....haha

here's my princess hours!!!bye

2006-10-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

*blog got bit prob....now have to rewrite.thnk god..

YAY!!!today's cca leader interview was fun!!!haha....didn't realy know what to do.go up there shaking haha...was fun ah.reallly fun.wa most of our class people in cca leader interview sia.mdm asmidah discourage us to join ...but dunno why yesterday she say they lacking cca leader then she ask around hu in 15 wanna join..lol.

hai...she's not teachin us anymore next year.i'm gonna miss her.seriously...later next year form teacher very strict how?how?then our class not fun le=( but impossible.15 make everything possible=)yeah!!

lol.we yesterday think so long for the 2-3 min item then today 3 mins then ...tata!!finish.that was fast...fadee was in there too >,< haha then lots of us crack jokes.lol.hai cause 12 have to meet mrs chua for the uss promoting thing then the interview haven end....then we had to go off 1st.i wanna see them perform....hai so sad.must have miss lots of fun and laughter.

then mrs chua say she buy us lunch cause we're staying till quite late.then we all thought she so good TREAT us lunch...but in the end is call jasprite help us buy.we kindof felt bad.like she alone take so many things like slave like that=X then she came back without straws fer the drinks then mrs chua was like' wa lau why never take straw' i couldn't believe my ear...'wa lau'.it was exactly the word tt came from her mouth.i hope she didn't mean it....

haha then we start to crap like we always do...then play the swing and the see-saw...

haha.saw my parents expression yesterday when i told em my results.happy sey.see their face like ...WAAA!!!!so sweet!!!haha.now they owe me a reward. hmmm...must think of something useful.yups.cause now house no money le...my parents always tell me tt.i'll try to save money.i will try!!!then now my di always on the air-con.hot also on, not hot also on.raining also on.then now say cause of haze then must on-.-'l really cannot change de.only know how to spent money....haha.YAY!!!next year mayb i'll b earnin my own money by doing part time.but not sure ah....

our b.ball notice board is new now!!!wow!!!!XIAO FEI!!!!u pro sia...damn pro....!!!now it is like so eye-catchy....so nice....wow....it's a art piece man!!!

now my di is sleepin on my chair....after webing...time to pull him to bed...if not his neck wil be pain by tmr.haha

night nights=)muacks=)

*i'm bit siao today.dunno stress or what....lol.keep laughing at nothing...getting old.lol.so dun b shock if i ask hu are u tmr.laugh.

2006-10-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

know all my results le=)happy erh=)

English=63
chinse=73
history=72
science=72
literature=29.5/50
maths=53

yeah.actually i did good.except fer maths and science.but ok ah.at least i got A right?right?right?right?lol.YAY!!did u see that72 for history?72!!!it's not 27.it's seventy two.exactly!!OMD.i'm so happy from a always fail to a A2.kaixin.i'm proud of u=D weEE!!!haha

Hahas.i haven tell ma my results yet.wanted to run home to tell her that I PASSS MY ENGLSIH!!!but=.= got training!!!ARGH!!!wanna phone her.but.haiyac.in phone cannot see my face.phone not 3G somemore.then she cannot see my expression.BUT.she called me=P i told her a pass ah.wanted to fake.but too happy.

now still haven tell her.must find a good time one.u know.haha.then must she free then tell.see her expression=)

yesterday training.but excused for it till 4.30.have to press calculators.then tear the wrapping paper.u must b wonderin wat talking i am.it's ok.i understand can le=P
sk got a teacher irritated.then he so gan chiong.very insultin also.yet funny.hai...
after tt...training!!quite relax ah when we went after the tearing and pressin.too long no exercise le.problems coming.knee pain, run few rounds exhausted, muscle pain...i'm having muscle ache now.but still can type and write so no worries.it's slight ah.i say till like....haha....

skipping ropes....after today's trainin we were playing with skipping rope.catching nd chasing each other with it.then tie around each other.haha.then threw them on the b.ball pole and play.crack things...do lame joke...sing stupid songs---bangawan solo....yelicia's song...then i sing with her.and dance somemore.then do beatbox.then call jolina they all see.haha.so funny.hard to explain.use pen and ink to write down also hard.(translate from chinse flower sentence)lol.why cannot grass?cuz grass very messy.haha=.='l lame....haha

but i love grasss.although i step on them often.but tt's the thing.i love them so i step.send kisses from my feet.aha.grass so strong.cut le still grow, cut le still grow.short short de some of them.but cute.better than flower.flower so fast wither de.not nice.lol.

time to go byes....

2006-10-14T12:24:00.001+08:00

PLANS AFTER EXAM

what i wanna do

1. Go out with jacelyn
2. Watch movie
3. Go orchard
4. Go class outing
5. mental preparation fer results
6. do clay work
7. Draw (RAVE)
8. ice-skate
9. watch princess hours
10. songs
11. play com.turbo de play(if canla.but unlikely)
12. tag everyone(see got time anot)
13. post fer limos' blog
14. write testi(if got time)
15. play maple?(nah...very sian bout it )
16. SHOPPING!!!
17. eat pizza hut
18. go back pri school
19. swim
20. clean my room, my closet
21. cycle/roller blade
22. shop IKEA
23. DRUM!!!
24. exercise
25. training(when it start)
26. chalet
27. complete mdm asmidah's teachers' day present.(tt was long=X)
28. wrap jolina's present (tt was long too)
29. study...read more books(secret recipe for vocab)
30. plans on the farewell party fer mrs chua and 'xiao qiang'
31. plans fer class outing
32. try saving money (although know i can't)
33. go east coast with pa, ma and family
34. explore singapore.take MRT to any place that we dunno and get lost=)
35. D.I.Y my shoe
36. D.I.Y my room
37. plan how to deco my locker next year=)
38. use my phone( oh....i can't live without u...*dramatic*)
39. buy metal do design=)
40.do nth(HEY!!that's a great idea!!!bet no one has thought of that.MWAHAHAH!!!)
41.origamy(although i dunno wat's that)
42. read RAVE comics
43. go fish shop
44. design my acrylic shelves=)
45. buy fish food.
46. keep my body movy, keep my brain working..AND dun forget to BREATHE=P
47. send letter to Grace, i wonder if she's alright.miss her
48. reply letter to that christian thingy person(it's been month since i hadn't reply her)

2006-10-14T11:05:00.000+08:00

WEEE!!!!i'm back!!!finally=)) haha exam finally over.but soon after it cannot straight way.thanks to my kor.hahas.feel quite wierd after exam over....very wierd.suppose to go home study....but...EXAM"S OVER!!=))i think i too stress fer my exams le...even had a nightmare that i was late for my history paper then wierd things going on...etc.wake up, sia lah.can hear "THUMP,THUMP,THUMP" from my heart.my ma say i too stress.really worried fer my english.have a very strong feeling tt i can't pass.but i will try comforting myself"it's ok...u can do it..."but still scared erh.can't imagine how would i be like if i drop to n.a.i told my ma that i very scared.almost cry after i ended el paper.my ma say go in wat also nvm as long as u study hard.she say if i know my english is so bad, i should have told her to hire a tuitor.i thought she would say"see la see la, nver study hard etc" but she didn't =')so sweet>,<

now i have to play madly.before getting back my results.must have mental preparation.I"M READY!!

i think i'll b happy for my history=)miss halimah motivated me with the cert.but actually i idn't improve if i'm not wrong.always fail my history:17/50,7/30 etc.haha.but i really did studied hard fer it.and it's worth it=)i was so glad tht most of the question i had never know be4 i...i actually know how ta do=)as long i pass my history i'll be happy enough=)

haha.i was having a bad flu during science paper.wa then finally tahan after exam.then i was thinkin :WA...after exam wanna happy de.but sick.but when reach west mall i think, it stoped=)watched stay alive.i love it.it's cool=)

then thursday.we went ice-skate=) it was fun.i'm obsessed with e ice.keep playing with it.luckily the people never see me =x playing catching on ice was real fun=) then we went IMM.haha.we were craping all the way long.then xf was saying: i think we're the most retarded people in here.then i saw mc donald.when i was going to give him a hi-5 i notice.one of his finger broke.haha.anyway it was just fun.li shan even talk lots of joke.finally woken.haha.then on the bus...i think we're the noisiest.she was real enthu on that day=)that's a good thing=)

yesterday...went to take my Mp3.YAY!!! i miss it so much.it looked new.at first i thought they gave me a new one.cause my cover actually was spoilt.then i thought ok le.but...it isn't-.-'l

later, have to come back home alone.cause my uncle just married.dun wanna ma fan him to drive me home.must spent time with his wife=)i'm waiting to play with another cousin!!haha.the wedding dinner was quite fun.that day the haze was heavy.haha, then my lil cousin is so cute>,<

wish my uncle and aunt live happily ever after=)

2006-09-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

Dreamt of a reali bad dream today.i dreamt that mummy was dead. and something happen in our family=(it was reali bad.when i woke up ii can't stop thinking of it.after a quick bath quickly went to the room.she's asleep.phew...when tying my hair i nearly cried out when i thought if it.wanted to go to hug her and say mummy.i.love.you.

today when i was rushing to school.i sweat like hell.then when i boarded the train there was this lady.she look at me, delved into her handbag and handed me a packet of tissue.so sweet =) wanted to say thank you and bye when i alight but.nothing came out...=X

haha.then today in class.math lesson.lol.we started craping.then mdm asmidah went can u guys SHut ...Up...lol.her speech so emotional.got high and low pitch de.haha.funny.today music lesson.so sian.got test.our group is one of lowest mark group.but nvm.it's not n important subject.actually i find tht diff people got diff liking of rythm.like we all like diff kind of music ma.then teacher so fussy like that.but actaully not that fussy ah.but...hai.no offence.

MY BABY FISH!!!!it was in the tank alone.and it's like so small.my maid she thought there was nothing in the tank and she cleaned it!!!oh my god!!!T^T poor fish.i'm sorry.hope you're still alive.probably folo the water into any drain.i hope u can.god bless you.

I WANNA LEARN DRUM!!!it's so cool.wanted to learn long ago=)or electric guitar or normal guitar.my aunt encourage me to learn drum=)my mom say ask first.if price she can accept then after exam i mayb learning.WEEEEE...!!!haha.so cool sia.my aunt's daughter which is also my aunt has a drum set.i think i posted be4.also got other intruments.so cool sia.

tuesday.forgot got lit.lend my book to one of my friend(name not to b told).then during lit class.oh oh.no have book.then kana lecture=( miss soh say i not prepare for the day.never finish book trail never bring book.book trail is really.i read book damn slow.cannot finish ma.then she say she dun wan that kind of answer=(then the book is i lent to my friend ma.wanted to tell.but later scared my friend got into trouble.then never.i lied.
that time wanted to tell my friend just to borrow but must tell teacher tat she never bring.cause i'm thinking it's better to have a book than not to have.borrowin book rom someone is not wrong.is just that u have to stand up to teacher and tell her ah.but they were in a hurry.so they took the book and went.
miss soh told mdm asmidah.then mdm asmidah talked to me.then i explain to her.when she say u dun have the book during lesson but she have it so what for?then i realise.hey, that's what say on the above.it's better than havin a book than to not have anything.then i lent my friend i should take it back during miss soh lesson.so actually telling miss soh is quiet right.but i wun say out who i lent to.not to get my friend into trouble=)

siu min bought me a snoopy for my b.dae late present.so cute>,< i wanna buy the collectable snoopy if got$.they're so cute=)

2006-09-08T23:23:00.001+08:00

went to Cdans today.to the quietest room.tell u it's DAMN quite.quieter than e library.really...i and yelicia when in then was like....sometimes our slightest is the loudest in e room.do homework till neck pain...
went to sheila's party after j.u.s.t.bought a cake.yelicia's plan: give a surprise to sheila by buying a cake if she hadn't. we bought.the aunty very good.freee agar agar.free lighter.so good=)reach warren.8 plus. plan didn't work.as the people cooperating was suppose to sing e b.dae song.but ....then the wind.light the candle over and over again.it turn out to b a failure.but manage to touch sheila=)but it was like so sad... when we reach not mani people then bout few mins later , all people went, home, eat,...=( i and yelicia go there only few mins.lol.as yelicia was saying: broke record first time party only few mins.no fun de=(

holiday so fast end.sian de lor...

2006-09-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

A Millionaire's First Love Theatrical Trailer

2006-09-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

cut my hair today.quite satisfied with my hair.but bit short and little.hai...
Bought my water plant!! now my tank is lovely!!=)i'm lovin' it!=P
now holiday , feel so sian... haha.Kim SamSoon make me lmao!!! She's daMn funny la...lol
nth to say.cya...

2006-09-03T08:02:00.000+08:00

0.omy brothers go and play with my dear fishes and e tank!!!i was like telling em' not to.then my kor say'why cannnot?u funny eh.i'm playing with em', see they so lonely.then helping them to exercise ma....'=.='l hai....nvm

TEACHERS' DAY!!!haha=)baked cookies with e cookie committee=)it was so fun.haha...there's one time we started making the flour on each others face.then hair...haha.we look funny=P but i enjoyed it=)) the cookie was a success.it was soooooooooo nice!!!not like last time i do one.chao da(burn) one.then so hard.the cookie we made, made me wanna eat more and more.' give me one , give me one, give me one more, give me one , give me one, give me one more!!these cookies are so delicious that makes me wanna eat more and more.no more!!!'>>>copyrighted by marigold jelly .XD so cute e song.my fav advertisement song=))

haha.then lesser and lesser people left.in the end left me,siu min, xiaofei,n budiman.we clear up e mess and wait fer mdm hamidah.but ended up playing with e' farting container' or u can call it 'farting bomb' haha.we all started 'farting' making funny noises and that made me LMAO.haha.

couldn't complete mdm asmidah's present=( made till my hand pain liao le.but i think i'm gonna give her on tuesday=)

went ice skate with jia qi, yelicia and teacher=)fun=) saw yi yang there.then my friend was jia qi and yelicia was saying that guy like wanna falll wna fall like that.then i was like he's my lesson friend.then they were like really?hahah funny.

LIU LAO SHI!!!he's back!!!haha.he's still as humourous as last time.yesterday he thought us e new dance steps.couldn't really get it.lol.must practice.dunno why, suddenly like dancing=p feel that it's kindof cool XD

went to my aunt's house.OH MY GOD!!!!she got a drum set!!!!a drum set!!!she learn piano.she learn violin, she learn guitar.now she's learning what i always wanted to learn-DRUM!!!i hope she can teach me.but shy to ask.i suddenly have e erge to rent one or learn how to play drum and electric guitarXD i hope this wish will come true=))although i dun think it will.haha

2006-08-26T21:49:00.001+08:00

WA!!!!!today my uncle gave me sooooooooooo.........mani fish.orh!my tank going to burst le!!!is mani de lor.haha,but they look so adorable=)see them swim here swim there they took away my stressness=)lovely!!

But....just now when transfer one molly to my tank...it bleed!!!oh my god~!!1st time i saw the fish bleed till the blood come out...red liquid...everytime i see them is only wound...fungi...or eaten by bac..(the skin)but bleedin not so awful sight ah.eaten by bac is worst.u see a bbig bbite on e skin...and the skin is like....EWW....but that was like...1..2...3 years ago ba.

Haha...remind me of jacelyn.haha.we used to be so crazy over guppies.almost everyday talk bout it.remember jacelyn was the one who motivated me to rear guppies.and when the very first time the babies came out....i was damn excited!!!!haha...still remember calling my maid who was in philiphines bout what to do with it...and i think i did call jacelyn or something...haha...funny...

teachers day comin soon...aww...so sad...no party in class...but we're gonna do something simple...=)it's a secret between the limos=P haha...YAY!!!can't wait to go back to C.C.K.P.S!!!misses all e teachers.presents....hmmm...not enough money.buy what neh?mrs heng's gift fer last year is still with me.i forgotten what is inside.and there's this letter for her.sealed.and i forgottn.hope it's not something childish.haha.

i read book is damn slow de...WAN TO READ finish my eve green book.it's nice!!!but if i scan through .my mind.blank.but if i read slow.it's really slow.and the more i read the more i wanna finish it.but.only can read slow.haha.and the book is like due...for...1 or 2 weeks alrdy.lol...slow reaction, slow processing brain.what can i do?hope it process fast enough=)

2006-08-23T16:25:00.001+08:00

today....my mood....not so good...i feel so useless, helpless and so stressed out.can someone just lend me a shoulder to ly on?to cry myself loud on it?to be there always?just one time.one time will do...i really will feel better...
nvm.SMILE kaixin.SMILE!!(*comforting myself.lol*)

today, went to lot one with siu min, kellyn and yelicia.haha.we're doing stupid things.funny...

hai....today nth to write about.everyone was lazy in class.wednesday.oour 1/5 lazy day.cause every thing two period.hai

2006-08-20T22:41:00.001+08:00

19th august 2006, which is my kor b.dae....everyone forgot that it's his b.dae.except my ma.i so called yell at him yesterday...after i know yesterday was his b.dae, i feel SO awkward.aWWw...i'm really sorry x 10000000000000000000000
i actually forgot that it's his b.dae yesterday!!!i remember before national day.i did!!!but i did not notice that is was 19th august yesterday.today.bought a small piece of cake for him.hope he will feel happy, though is not i buy one...haha.HAPPY BIRTHDAY kor=)

notice?long time no post.no blog.kindof miss it.first thing i do when i on e com is always to blog=)

talked to him on wed.kindof noe how he felt.he didn't answer one of my question.wonder what he was thinkin.no topic?decided to leave him alone to cool down.this wed, my see him again?or might not?who knows?

haha...went shopping with ma just now.we saw this veri cute hand bag.a lock on it=)haha.and there is a KEY for it.So cute XD

Class chalet!!!WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!looking forward to it.hope it will work smoothly.haha.my day dream will come true=)- going fer a class outing=)class fund starting tmr.prepare to carry my heavy bag back home.or maybe....leave the bag of money wit mdm asmidah?haha.that's a good idea=)

2006-08-12T21:07:00.001+08:00

did another happy thing today.AWESOME!!!haha

when audio recording today.the room was like so cool!!!haha.after recording heard my voice...it sounds like i'm dying 0.o did i sound this bad?haha

hai , still got dnt and history to do.the dnt teacher never tell us the previous sketching is for what.then now i have to do it out.but the shape is very diff to cut out!!!AWWW...

2006-08-11T22:19:00.001+08:00

went to watch click with yelicia.i cried!!!haha.so sad wor.near the ending.

haha today at Just.wa lau i think i was like mad la.laaughing from 6-8 pm.haha.laughing day today fer me.haha.still cannot forget what yelicia did."sonix we're ready to yell" lol. addicted to gummy just now.

the summary bout the courageous old priest.i really dun understand the passage la.only know what priest what war what peasant de.dun really understand.then cause of that i did not do the summary.told miss soh say i dun understand the passage, then she was like nagging.what O' level what thing one.then say i can simply say a word i dun understand, but the fact is i did not do my work.i can go ask my friend like what the story says...i was like hello?i really dun understand la.tell her so mani times.then she say like i did not do my work fin excuse like that.i got ask de lor.asked de people also dunno.then is yesterday i do de.then today bit late fer school, how to check with friends?i really, really dunno. k partly i'm to blame.for not doing it in advance and ask people till i know.but she really say until i never do like that=(haha.nagging is always better than scolding.tolerate ba.

tmr.going toa pa yoa again.prepared to get bored in train.MP3!!!haha my life savior=)

2006-08-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

tuesday, hai....got training.suppose to go ice skate de=(then on tuesday is like so slack.no mood to train.when they playing match i was like day dreamin la.dream that what if our whole class book the fuji palace.then we go together with mdm asmidah, wondering how fun will it be like.maybe we accumulate the class fund?then one day we go together?lol.haha.wierd suggestion.but i reallu hope can like that la.

after school i and shi lei were talking on the bus bout dun feel like going training.then she pointed to me at the chair.'does TRAINING really backseat...' or something.then i was like =.='l T.R.A.I.N.I.N.G!!!

something happen a moment after i reached home.something tat i never tink wil happen to me happen.i wonder how was that guy la.he really need counselling.i wish i can help him....but dunno where he is.stress ....stress...it's really a bad thing when u have that word on you.

trying to study this holiday.but dun have any heart to.try to.but still dun have any heart to it.so sian.haha i haven do finish my speciment paper for like so long.from june hols no now.ahaha.

something, i hate bout him.he keeps on like looking at my personal stuff like sms and blog.i hate that.is like sms?alot of msg i wan2 keep.but the thing is , it's PERSONAL.then i'm always afraid that he will peep into my phone or look or wateva into my hp when i'm not around.i have no freedom!!it's like.hello?the phone is mine.i have the rights to let him not looking into it.but he will be like.hai...so wad.i dun look into his phone right?so why must he be so kpo bout me?!!

then yesterday i was wrting down all my contacts.then he was like typing on of my friend's no. in his phone and he's like SHOWING IT TO ME!!!!then i dunno whether he got saved it anot.i try to ask him to let me check, he refused.it's like he take my phone can, then i take his cannot like that.then i was like WTF.it's my friend's no. la.he's like so irritating.can't stand him sometimes.but what can i do?i can't hate him.i'm damn IRRITATED.here i am changing my blog.not going to let him know anymore.he wun be able to check it out in any way.UGHS...

sorry that i changed my blg again.

2006-08-07T16:37:00.001+08:00

^^ another good day=) help a popo find her way home today, with jia qi=)haha, so happy XD

yesterday, my lil bro's b.dae.when to eat sushi at jurong point.Then while waiting outside the arcade.i saw wm.then he gib me those type of kao bei expression.so rude!!!

eating the sushi at jurong point was not so nice as sakae.i dun really like the rice.there only got salmon and the fried fish that i think is nice.wanted to call plates of salmon.but too ex.dun feel like eating.then my bro bought this stupid remote car.which is like no use.make a count of the numbers of spoilt remote car at my house...wa sei.a lot.collection of cars is better than playing it till spoil i think.hai.

haha, when walking pass the osim shop, there was this guy promoting the items.then he was like wanna try the messaging chair?or try the slimmming u-zap thingy.haha, then i was like telling my mom, we all so skinny, still wanna make us skinnier in chinse.then was like funny la.then my mom say maybe that guy saw my lil brother.lol.my lil bro really need to go slimming.our family belongs to the skinny skinny family.only him.haha strange.

i wanna big SNOOPY for my b.dae next year=)haha but it's like no use also.but i love it.maybe will change my mind.buy something useful instead?lol.next year's b.dae still so long away.ma has made me a promise=)

tmr celebrating national day=) YAY!!!wearing white polo t.i think lots of people will wear the same thing.white plus maruine .quite like national flag la.haha.

yesterday i was like mad? i've been laughing at every message people send me at night.whether it's funny or not.haha.

tmr i think jia qi going ice skating.but i cannot.got training=(so sad.long time no skate le.

this week will be my money saving week.Woohooo!!!

2006-08-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

Waiting for you MV

2006-08-03T14:38:00.001+08:00

wa lau.yesterday when posting dunno wat happen to my template.suddenly the whole 1/10 of the things disappeared.then now have to redo.luckily i save the skin.hai.sian

today on my way to school.something chui(embarrass) happen to me.I FORGOT TO ZIP MY BAG!!!then this guy.he was like cuse me cuse me.erm your bag didn't zip.then i was like.......erh...why i forgot!!!wanted to thank him.but i think he in hurry, walk veri fast.

2nd thing is that my bag the strap.after zipping.i carry my bag.but the strap was like twisted.then i try to make it.but cannot.try several times finally ok.then my action is like veri chou la...hope no one sees me=P

hai, next week changing JUST tuition to thursday.5-7. so sad.no more mrs cheong.no more crap and talkings in our class.no more eating in class.no more mp3 , no more phone no more drinks.AHHH!!!no more celene no more rachel no more jannet no more yi jun no more eugene no more mark no more "doctor" no more ..............hai so sad. dun feel like changing the date.aWWWW!!!

my fishes are growing healthyly in my small tank.the big tank washing=) waiting for the molies and guppies to breed.long time no see baby guppies le.i'm going to buy more fishes. and decorate my big tank for the fishes=)but not now.maybe next month=P

2006-08-02T18:01:00.001+08:00

another day is going to pass, today.hai...seems so fast.bout' to one year le.lol

today i'm not as tired as yesterday, but i'm still tired!!!lol.rest my head for a few while during lessons=X haha, today i learn quite a lot of things from abi.bout' e religion.haha...i once thought of changing my religion to christian.But no more.actually is not after what abi tell me.it's my history teacher=)i was thinkin...what fer change religion?fer i am a buddhist the first thing when somthing happen or so, first in mind:god...haha like oh my god?god please save me?.and i'm use to my religion.it gives me no harm?and all the religion are the same actually.they all want peace and harmony=)so it doesn't matter what religion we are=)

something is wierd bout 1/5 today...lol.then when 1/1 doing thier CIP tthing.one of thhem lost their wallet in OUR CLASS!!!it's silver, they said.it's not a good thing when people lost things at your own class.i and xiao fei were doing our own stuff, so dunno what wallet.next time they must be careful a bit, not like me so careless...we're kindof being suspected.that's of course.lol.but we did nothing.hope that gal will find back her wallet.cause it's not good loosing a wallet.i once lost one of my friends wallet.and it was like so important to her.not the money.but her important stuff.i still feel guilty now.everytime when she say she going to do e-zlink or so.wanted to say sorry, but scared.cause i know keep sayin sorry to someone make that someone irritated sometimes.that happened once.but not saying sorry make me dunno what to do...hai...

tmr is music.we're going to play the anklong=)i like the la=)it sounds so nice XD
national day comin.YAY!!!()---->jkjk.haha.so cute >,<.dunno whether my mom let me go ice skate with jia qi anot.and the problem lys on $$$$$.i used up money very fast these days.time to save.money money money...
next week cause of national day no swimming also=(but no lesson is a good thing=X

have a strange nightmare few days ago.the wierd feeling is still following me till now!!!wierd.
hai...still thinking on the teacher's day thing.how should me celebrate?BBQ?class party?performance?hope 1/5 will get a day to stay back a while to discuss.I WNA GIB MDM ASMIDAH A SURPRISE!!!mdm asmidah.U ROCKS !!!=)

>,< so cute=)

2006-07-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

wa lau...nearly lost my phone yesterday sia.But so heng=)got it back=)can't imagine what will happen if i lost it.i gotta find back all 100 over contactsT^T Then cannot like sms so mani days...

haha my kor download the tanya 'wu di dong' song.he dunno how to spell the dong then he go put taya-' wu di hole'Wahahahah.....so wierd sia.funny.

haha today our class got one DEAD moth.then the gals were like screaming their heads off...so loud...ear piercing.then today our history teacher say the best of the best.HAHA.how she noe our class 'code'? hahah.then soon keng land, budiman land...ahahaha

=.='l got stuck outside my house fer half an hour....so boring...

2006-07-30T13:35:00.001+08:00

Haden been blogging a few days.somehow felt uneasy...

Mdm asmidah changed seats.cause something happened.quite wierd siitng behind suddenly, but i had wished to sit behind always=)so that i can sleep in class=X but somehow feel wierd.from first row to second last.haha.

Jeshua sit somewhere in front of me and that's so called a disaster.i asked him to say sorry to mrs kumar and he rejected.he said he did nothing wrong.i asked him, for te sake of us...please , can you say sorry to her.he say why must he say sorry when he did nothing wrong.he said that it's mrs kumar who misunderstand her.AHHHH!!!he's so stubborn?people must not apologise only if he/she did nothing wrong...

haha....my swiming improve quite a lot.that's what i think.lol

we're planning to do a teacher's day party.But heven decide what to do.khaizuran told me that sofeana has this idea of the whole class performing on stage and say sorry to mrs kumar and mdm asmindah.and give mrs kumar a bunch of flowers....lol.sweet heh?

just cut my hair a few days ago.spent lots of time tying my hair...and these few days i went to school quite late cause of my hair...lol

something is wrong with me these days.i tend to get angry easily at home.stress?i'm trying to stop it...hope it will...somehow felt a bit controled but felt better.i think my bad memory helped me.it's quite good having bed memory actually, forget bout the unhappy things.

always tell myself, tmr will be a better day.when you are sad, think that the saddness will not last forever...smsing kindof make me disstress.i'm so called addicted to smsing...haha.i think my phone bill is gonna burst this month.

2006-07-22T21:53:00.001+08:00

Today the where i belong thing is quite boring=(But it some kind of show us bout what happen in the real life.it's quite touching.But somehow boring, cause 1, i didn't bring my specs(cannot see) 2, the story line for the beginning was quite plain.i was siiting there yawnin.and i was like thinking oh mans.i thought it suppose to be a play?are they gonna talk for the whole one and a half hour bout the identity?But there's one ah mah part quite funny=)

hhaha , during the bus ride.our bus drived pass 1/4's .then we saw miss soh sleeping.Everyone started taking out handphones and click.Got it!!lol it was so funny.

today after the show, i, jia qi and bi ru went bugis.i somehow dun hab the mood.something happened...but when i went to bukit panjang to play b.b.my mood brighten up somehow.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!my hair!!!it's been dropping like mad.Whenever i bath finish.glance at the floor.HAIRS!!!!A WHOLE STRAND OF THEM.oh my god i think i'm turning bold.perhaps i have used the wrong shampoo.ah, i want my hairT.T

I"M NOT A TOY!!!I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.CAN SOMEONE REALLY UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL?!!!DOCTOR!!!

2006-07-21T21:55:00.001+08:00

yay!!!tmr going to the Where I Belong thing^^looking forward to it.
oops i think thers' something wrong with my earT.T

WOUNDED.DOCTOR!!!I NEED MY HEART TO BE BANDAGE!!!NURSE!!!

2006-07-17T15:51:00.001+08:00

Shawny died a few days ago='(so sad...i was thinkin whether to throw it away or to cook it.a told jacelyn , she said buried it.Then when i decided to bury it... I FOUND THAT IT WAS MISSING!!!!and the truth is , my maid threw it away.aww...poor shawny...he was alived with me for bout 3/4 of the year.haha.the thought of cooking him was funny when i thought of it now.i was like asking my brother if he wan a lobster.he always wanted a lobster.fried.cook.reddish.but he rejected.it's so small.haha...but i kindof miss him now....awww....

Jeshua didn't do his work a few days ago and find an excuse that he was doing the banner the day before.and the thing is , he went home at? 5p.m. and we went home at? 6 p.m. and the fact is that we all manage to finish our work.mrs kumar talked to him for more than a period.It's something serious.the second day.kumar was acting wierd.she say she let us to what we want.she say she received complain bout' picking up on the same people and giving lots of work.JESHUA!!!!i think he's the one.he's the one who talk crap to help himself fer not doing his work.Kumar is not being herself till NOW!!!CRAP.i wanna old mrs Kumar.stupid jeshua.it's like it's not all his fault.people always give excuses , even i do.But i think he said too much of it , in order to help himself.hai.hope kumar will 'recover'. (i think i got write bout this thing be4.haha.nvm.lazy to check.after i write then i see=))

i got DEMERITTED today.for forgetting to bring my workbook.actually i didn't brought my textbook either.i borrow from one of my friend.i thought i left the books in the locker=.= haha nvm.only one demerit point.still got 99 i think.lol.

saw one of my ex school friend but dunno how to like even say a hi.lol.i always encounter this type of problem.

haha.Saturday i took MRT all the way to Toa Pa Yo.i was standing in the train for lots of stop.bout the 3rd stop i manage to grab a seat.But then this pregnant lady and her mom came.i wanted to let her my seat, but they were talkin, and i dunno how to ask.i didn't wanna intterupt them.then this aunty beside me also like wait for a few mins.Then let her seat.AH...i feel so pai sei.i am a "kid' and yet...but after a moment i thought.why not let her mom take my seat?one standing and one sitting veri hard to talk de.so i standed up=)i feel great.Although she's not pregnant.haha.last time i used to lke think if i saw this kind of scenario i will be the first to stand.but i didn't know it was quite hard to say" u can have my seat" i used to think it was a peice of cake haha, i'm wrong.
then this Jing shan primary five students came rushing in before the second stop of where i'm alighting.And the whole train was like.RED.then this dunno man or lady walk in.'She's' botak.i mean still got hair.then wearing a sun glasses.then all the jade around.and pink dress?but she looks like a he.i seen him somewhere before.somewhere.then "ding" i remembered.he look like one of a star.not in singapore.forgot what country.i saw a movie , he was the same dressing as "she" was on that train.Then i started to wonder.is "she" a he or a she.dun tell me "she's" that actor.then i was like OH MY GOD.haha.

Tmr . tmr we having that stupid music thing.We're not so prepared for it.And i got to rush.after school -->weee...swim.=.='l but we have to leave early.by 1.30 we have to be on our way back to school.then that music thing will start at 2. then after that.3p.m got nsw.then after that TRAINING!!!uh mans.so tired seh.i was was thinking to have lots of fun in the pool tmr.but.AH................!!!

haha jessica simpson sing de song so nice >,<

Bin

2006-07-13T21:24:00.001+08:00

BANNER!!!

2006-07-13T15:19:00.001+08:00

haha, our class banner so stylo=) we use spray paint. xiao fei pro at it.although the spray paint smells but i enjoy spraying it.it was like so fun.while we were painting the boys : mubin ,haziq , irwan (i think) and jeshua was like. playing rugby.But they started helping out after some play=) then we started joking around and they actually pile up on each other.lol.i think haziq was bit dissapointed with the colour.he always wish everything will be pink.(i think)lol.
spraying was fun but u need experience.laugh.like xiao fei.pro=)
jeshua was like trying to spray n we were like not fang xin.we were worry that he'll ruin, though i'm not that good too=p but he wanted to do the spraying.alone=.='l
i like the lime-dd word it got the army patern.i love those type of pattern =)always wanted to find those type of pants but not suitable fer me =p sob.
mdm asmidah say she'll come and look at the banner but she didn't turn up =( i really wanna digital cam.i wanna take the photos of it!!!!it's so cool!!!haha my fingers kana the paint a bit.dun feel like washing cause the 'lime' green is so cool
they went down, some upstairs holding the banner from far to let them see if it look good from far.the boys say it's no nice=(but i think we've done a great job.then we were like . 1, 2 , 3.... then the banner flew down onto the people downstairs.it was fun.
we were joking , playing , spraying , laughing and having fun=)wonderful day!!!

then today jeshua didn't finish his science homework when everyone does.He actually told mrs kumar that he was doing the banner yesterday=.= so lame la.he leave at five while the rest of us leave at six?and we manage to finish our work?maybe he got some other reasons la.people always find excuses. include me.

TAKE NOTE: i have lots of hair. not 3 :p

miss soh was like snoopy today. her earings and her snoopy pencil case.so cute XD .but she started yelling off at someone today.which is bad.

AND today that music!!! teacher send 3 groups in for that performance thing next week.and we're one of them -.- i dun wanna go on stage!!!!it's like 2 teams is enough la.why us?we didn't prepare finish and teacher even ask us to try look fer soccer t. if like that we need one country's or one pattern of them.very diff to borrow.cause people got diff country's.then if not we have to like buy?she's like so crazy.arh........!!!!!

2006-07-09T12:29:00.001+08:00

haha, i went swimming with marilyn , li shan and xiao fei. i created a new style to swim backwards while i was playing.lol.talk bout' my hair?it's dropping.a lot.probably because i sleep with my hair wet ba.oops.
After having the swimming course i was like. So black? everyday in the bathroom i'm trying to scrub myself real hard.to turn white?lol.it's of no use.but i just wanna try.although it like.so stupid?
i'm really starting to feel useless now adays.it's like i'm so forgetful?careless?and blur like a sotong?being all these three things is not good fer me la.it's like something important i can forget to bring.what people says i can like forget?in a few mins?i can even lost things that is now suppose to be mine la.can u imagine?
good bout being forgetful: forget all unhappy things.
bad bout being forgetful: forget happy memories , forget what people say(u can be easily accused for
that,people may bully u), forget real important stuff, a waste of time...
bad being a sotong: people may have lied to u and u're like dunno what's going on?
bad being careless: because of your carelessness u can like make a person angry?

I hate all these three words.my mom says i'm lack of sleep.the brain cells doesn't rest well so it didn't work well.alright i'll sleep early these nights.i hope it helps

on thursday we have this stupid music lesson.i brought my soccer for just the music project.it's my darling la and i only use it for music.in the end the boys were like playing with it and IT"S SCRATCHED!!T.T poor thing la.my heart is like scratched too.I dun mind letting the boys play.It's ok with me.but it's really my darling.it's no more like shiny?it's ok actualy.BUt...But...when that teacher was like went to find the batteries that doesn't work for so long.we alrdy planned what to do.we lent the boys the soccer and see other group dance.THen that teacher came and scolded us ' i thought u all would be very good.but in the end u lent the soccer to the boys and when i went to find the batteries u all didn't even bother to rehearse, come now get the ball back and but these (batteries) in the radio.it's like so stupid la.she didn't even let us explain?although we're in the wrong too.but she didn't even ask and was like over there scolding
She's so ssl too=.=hai.swuay to have this music teacher.

yeterday was CCKPS's open house^^happy to be with jacelyn^^ it's quite boring.but we manage to eat our delicious school food^^mr ong was saying that we all turn so dark.ya.we are dark.hope scrubbing helps.lol.i skipped my hhk thing cause i was too tired.i actually slept like a pig from 2 to 8 pm.and i still can like sleep at 2 am like that.haha maybe my brian cells need a break?laugh.anyway tmr got d n t .argh.i can say i hate d n t still.tmr got quiz and i haven even started learning i think i'll get demerit tmr.sob.
i wun be swimmin this tuesday.no more play for me.but get a chance to be fairer^^laugh.

hai germany lost to italy.sob. so sad i didn't got the cable to watch the match germany v portugal fighting for the third placing just now.I WNNA SCV!!!!

2006-07-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

Yay~!!!Tmr youth dae!!!haha, i think i'm still used to childrens day.This year youth dae dun really makes me feel like celebarting.lol.But i'm happy that IT'S AN DAY OFF TMR!!!!haha.

went yan ping's house to do that music thing.bought a crazy frog disc.i can say it's expensive de lor.But went to her house the only fun part was playing with hamsters and kicking the ball.Xiao fei recorded the high school muscical and it was nice de lor.Their schl united dao....and their singing all very nice XD

went back home and listened to the disc i bought over and over again.the song so cute.only that the crazy frog pic is quite obscene.lol.i fell asleep half way.i like the song [Crazy Jodeling], [The Final Countdown], [I Will

survive] n my FAVOURITE!!![Nellie The Elefant] hah, the song is like soooo.......... CUTE!!!

Yay next saturday C.C.K.P.S got Open House.And i think we will have a BIG gathering^^hope jacelyn will be there i miss her.Fishies will be united agian!!i miss esther too.miss Mrs Ong, Chen Lao Shi, Miss Tan, Mr Ong , Mrs Heng , and those b.ball teacher and those teacher i remember...

Here's my youth day wish: i hope all my friends can get along well.Try to Forgive and Forget. i know it maybe hard but at least try. There's no use letting all those unhappy thoughts bother ur mood, ur life and yourself.Peace to everyone.forever happy=)

2006-06-29T21:16:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since i had my last post=(cause didn't get to use the com

Oh my god, when i went to school on the first day, i saw mdm asmidah.her hair.SHE CUT HER HAIR!!!she look so cute=X it's better than last time when she had a long .messy hair.which looked like ghost=XAnd miss yeo cut her hair too.i prefer her having long hair.For miss soh, i can see that she dropped quite lots of hair during the hols.she's getting BALD!!!a was telling siu min that we should introduced Beijing 101 hair clinic fer her.lol.no offences.

I dun like that D n T teacher, she teach so fast.before we can copy those notes that were'nt in the text book she changed another slide, and we have to learn bout types of plastics.And all of them had all the Poly in front make me blur.first day only the D n T teacher had gave us 5 homework=(We have to suffer fer the following 6 months, most probally from demerits ba='(
Anyway xiao fei was here on the first day=)Our class have 40 people now=)Yay...
Tuesday is our SWIMMING DAY!!!arh...i dun wanna go...i dun feel like wearing my swim suit.Pai sei wor.The coach called us to swim one by one to see which group he should put us in.It was the worst scenario fer me.i hadn't been swimming fer more than 4 years.i thought i should be alright with my swimming, but when i get in that water, the water just wash away all the things(not all actually)i can't really swim.i tried breast stroke=.= it was damn slow, i can't even move forward.Then i used free style, =.= still the same then the coach called be out.i drank a mouthful of water.lol.the thing is i forgotten to bring my goggles. and i will die without that!!!
After lessons, li shan, marilyn, xiao fei and i waited them to get out of the complex so that we can get back to swim=)it was fun=)i remembered the slide...i overturned(back facing the front) in the slide when i was trying to stop with my legs when i nearly bang onto xiaofei.But in the end i did=.= and i was like trying to balance myself, i balanced but then is my leg stucked with xiaofei's leg i think.if i'm not wrong.lol.but it was fun.xiao fei started to cure her fear of that slide and started bein addicted to it.
Wednesday, mdm asmidah did not come to school, and our music teacher relief her fer 1 period.That was the first day we met her then she gave us "music lesson" call us to form into groups of 5 to 8 and think of what to do fer the 4th week perfomance.Then the next day which is today we have to rehearse=.=less than one day, she's killing us.But some of us managed to did that.But not our group.Our group is slacking.
They changed our school song also.The tone so high...and i dun quite like the tune.And the music teacher sing till bit lao ying.=X no offence.
Jeshua played the violin.with teacher playing the piano.THe song was nice, but it's like when we hear till like wanna sleep wanna sleep like that, then jeshua suddenly play out of tune.Then we were like...lol
Today in history class, teacher showed us an ancient bird cage and let us guess.When she told us it was used to keep bird in ancient.Tan ray siad this ' which bird?' dot dot dot.haha.anyway happy belated youth day=)we're celebrating youht day tmr!!!Yay!!